~FnIangel~

2010-06-30T22:15:00.002+08:00

This picture is what I've been looking for in both you and I.

Hello people~~ Been posting pictures lately, dunno for wat reason luhs. Just feel like it bahs. xPP Falling in love with this kind of black and white sweet photos lately, cos it actually cheers me up. ^^
School finally started, and everything is falling back into place. The only difference is that I've been busier, and i tink i'm getting depression. LOL. Been crying and getting insomnia for no good reason, and resulting in dozing off in schl. Is this what fretting over the person i love dearly feels like... Haix.. Damn sad.
Didn't go for shooting trg oso, cos i have things to do aft being appointed to be a exco. Just almost completed the slides presentation for 3B's kampar trip, and its quite what i expected. Happy that i accomplished what i wanted. :DD Lucky today not much hmk la, if not die liao. xDD
Anyways, that's all for now luhs. Stopping here. Ciao peeps~

2010-06-25T15:57:00.003+08:00

You're always on my mind, ♥

Hihi everyone~ OKay, my blog's so dead. LOL. Its been~~ nearly 3 wks since i posted, and i didnt realise. Time really flew this yr, including hols. My hmk are all undone, and left 2 days till schl reopens. Didn't go for training these few days, cos i simply dun feel like it. Sounds irresponsible, huh? Haix.. Jus need the time to relax abit b4 schl reopens.
Hmm... Went to cut my hair the wk b4, and no one notices. Hahas! But anyways, its not as heavy now, and its only for less than $3!! :DD Then went msia to my relative's hus last wk frm wed to sat. Was promised to be able to stay for a full wk, but my mum took bak her words and sun's father's day, so i came bak luhs. Cried quite alot, and it sucks luhs. Had a great time thr though, going crazy and stuff. ;D
Shall stop here then, cos i'm having stm nowadays and i dun really rmb wat i wanna post in my blog. =..=" So, ciao peeps!! See ya in schl!! :DD

不要不理我

好吗?

imy,

♥

2010-06-02T21:04:00.003+08:00

Halo all!!! I'm so so soooooooooo sry for not updating at all. Was busy with lessons, sickness and slacking. LOL. So many stuff happened together with many peeps, thus i shall start one by one. ;p
First,

Kampar Overseas Trip (23/5-26/5)

Although my legs got badly hurt during water rafting & tats the only activity i participated, the camp really rock!!! Everyone started bonding as one, and we got to noe each other more, irregardless of gender and stuff. :DD
However, not only good things happen (like, DUH. Everything has its pros and cons. xDD). I forgot wat r the many bad things though, but i just learnt alot la kay? xpp

Message to 3B 2010: Hey hey hey peeps, I learnt alot frm each and every one of you. You are the ones who made this camp possible, and showed me that a lot of things can be done together, as a class, as a team. You guys really rock!!! A big big ♥ to everybody!!

NJC Invitational Shoot

Was almost late for it(well, i'm actually late), and my knee still hurt from the camp. I managed to threw all my thoughts off my mind when im shooting though, and was so impressed with myself (*proud* HAHAHAHA!!). However, i only shot a 344. Mr Poonie and peeps were quite disappointed, but i still have around a year. Although i may not shoot as well as my seniors, but i will try my best. IT CAN BE DONE!!!

Anyways, tats all for now luhs. Nothing much to type bout le. So.. bye peeps!! :DD

P/S: For photos on kampar, i will upload it asap. :))

I feel so lost w/o you.

2010-05-17T16:34:00.004+08:00

heylo peeps~~ Went to watch back-up plan a few days ago with desi mama & shu qi. Its quite a horny movie, but overall its great. I wonder y so few ppl when to watch though. x..x Aft tat have nth to do, went walk walk a while then go lot 1. Mama went to find her grandma, while Shu Qi and I went to eat shaved ice. Quite bland la, but surely made us cold. LOL. xDD Aft tat went home. Had a great time though. ;D

Went for facial yest, and the person who did facial for me asked me to go see doc cos wash le the pimples oso come back. Haix... Didn't really trust medicine luhs, cos long term then if stop alr ltr all come out again. But well, have to give it a try, since she kept asking me to go for it. Just came bak frm the doc, and she gave me a month worth of antibiotics (NOOO~~), cleanser n gel for my acne. I ask the doc if its long term, she say depends on my body. Thus, i can infer tat its gonna be a long looong time b4 i can finally stop taking antibiotics. DD:

Well well, tats it for now. Gtg relax for the day b4 going bak to schl tomorrow. Oral's tomorrow, wat shld i do~~ ohmygawd!!! x..x Screwed up my chinese oral, so freaking sad luhs. :((

Your love is my drug,

i'm so addicted.

missin you,

xoxo

2010-05-07T21:52:00.007+08:00

Although the road is tough & hard,

but I still enjoyed it in the end,

because I have my family, my friends(YOU!),

& him. x33

Heylos~~ Just had my humanities paper today. Was okay, but i didn't finish both papers!! Last question for geog i can get at least 7 marks laa~~ RAWR!! then 13+ marks flew for ss. Manxzxzxzxzxz~~~ Having humans in one day sucks, but O lvls how~ DD:
Anyways, I still have so many other subjects to care bout now. I need to care bout my a math, e math n sciences. Tml's a math, n i have yet to do any of his hmk. Haix... Wat to do? My brain's taking a break aft humans, but i can't stop here. Not now, not later. After I have accomplish my goal next year, then I can finally rest. But it shall wait till then.
Before humans I had my chiense n english papers. quite okay lors, bt i think i screwed my essay & summary. x..x And ORAL!!! So worried for my english... Cos i keep getting tongue tied. Too much mimicking voices when i was small, tats y. But its too late to regret, so i would have to relax n speak slowly then. Chinese should be okay, since thrs no picture. Picture discussion seriously sucks man, I just can't stop making logical n un-lame inference from the picture. =..=
Hmm... Tats all alr ba. Shall chiong hmk for a math now, since thrs remedial tomorrow. Bye peeps~ & gambate everyone!! :DD

2010-04-26T21:13:00.007+08:00

Ahh~~~ So tired now. x..x Its the first wk for MYE, n i have not started studying for my ss. Screwed geog evaluation essay today, so gonna get scolding. Was trembling all the way la, nervous dunno for wat. I tink i need someone to counsel me, anyone? :((
Anyways, went to study with mama on sat. The original one was with khai n mama, but khai was down with fever n we couldnt contact penguin. x..x took very long to find a seat in jp library, n finally settled somewhr near the tables, on the floor. LOL. Studied for like 3 hrs or so, then 4+ alr. Went to mama's mama (maoo!! xD) to eat, n was so eff-ed up by mama's tragic r/s with someone. I noe its none of my business, but seriously, i cant stand tat person luhs. Jus ask him to shut the fk up n let you study in peace! (RAWR!!) If he dares to hurt you, he's gonna be dead man. Just because of not trusting n noconfidence in himself, then he make you suffer?? Doesnt make any sense to me luhs. (Btw mama, you've seriously given me the biggest shock of my life. xO) Then we went o bukit batok library for my Shadow Kiss book & cck library for mama's Susan Mallery book. Was so tired when i reached home, but had a lot of fun. ;D
But wateva the case, MYE is still gonna be here(DUH!) n its gonna be in 2 days. Haix... My pimples are comingout frm all the stress. My efforts of not eating choc n meat while eating loads of veg n drink loads of water has gone down the drain (not totally though). Gonna cont tat diet, n im sure my face gonna heal in no time~~ (n have joey's complexion, i hope) :DD
Okay, let's stop my personal stuff here. I'm gonna write smth i wanna post on my blog for a long time, n since MYE n prelim's here, its a gd timing for me. :)) My father is a wise old peep who always tells me things in life n such. But one tat i will always rmb is tat he once said,"我们作为父母的是不能帮孩子做决定,也不可能逼孩子做出自己(父母)想要你们做的决定。我们只能在孩子做了决定后帮忙他们,知道吗? (Okay, now i shall translate) We, as parents, cannot help(as in represent) our children make a decision, nor make them choose what we want to them to choose. We can only lead n give guidance to our children after they have made their choices, hoping they would not be led astray."
So, what i have learnt is that life is about making choices. Our choice is always followed by a consequence, & we have to bear those consequences for we made a choice, n not run away from them. If I choose not to study now, then wat will my future hold? Nothing. But if i study now, although i wanna go poly, but if my scores can get me into JC, then why not? Isn't tat btr? 'O' lvls is a turning point of our lives for everyone of us, and we have to grab this opportunity. So, peeps, i hope my er... words n experience will help you all reflect on urselves. Its not too late to study now, but it will be when 'O' lvls are here.
Thus, i shall end my post here, most likely the last b4 MYE. Gonna study a little b4 going to slp. Bye peeps,
GAMBATE FOR MYE & PRELIMS!! CHIONG ARR~~

2010-04-20T20:52:00.003+08:00

Okay peep peeps~ I'm here to post. Hehes! Today was a not very gd day, things happened n im really pissed to the core. Went to schl with a normal mood but with a extremely heavy head(or so i feel). Then she came in n said tat we are gonna take bus (okay fine) for 2 nights(everyone goes WOAH). Jus asked her a few questions, n she get pissed. So i exploded. Sort of, but not the kind whr i get all worked up. (Improved anger management!) Lolx.
During CD, mama then asked her if the 2 nights is one way or wat, then she say no la, is go n return. n then she goes yada yada (her fav). She is not tat baaaaddd, but wat does it mean when we dun cherish wat she did n stuff? she was the one who didnt make it clear first, but she was the one who get pissed n wat? So tired? Its not like we're not tired of DIGGING for the details. Argh, enuff bout tat. Then got last min bio lesson aft schl. Was high-ing all the way with Mdm Ho. She rocks manxzxzxz!! :DD
Anyways, mama dun be sad alright? Let nature take its course. If he's really that kinda person, then he's not worth it la. Thrs still many peep peeps out thr, so take things sllooowww~~ But wateva the case, i will be thr ya? Anything jus tell me lor, only tat i will be a little sarcarstic. You know me! :))
Okayys~ I tink tats enuff to cover wateva i wanna say. Thanks for reading n supporting(huh? wat am i saying?) ya? Ciiiaaoo~~

PS: Thrs gonna be many () frm this post onwards. So sry for any inconvenience caused(?!) Hehes!

2010-04-15T21:04:00.004+08:00

Halo all!!! So sry~~ neglected my blog for 2 wks straight. x..x
Okay, let's start by... praising myself (MUAHAHAHAHA) xP Hmm... My time management somehow improved. hmk on time, shooting oso quite okay, only thing lacking is... S-L-E-E-P. But not as bad as b4. On thurs is so far my most deprived-of-sleep day. Woke up n ended schl with the same half open n half closed eyes. ohmygawd! I'm looking like keroppi, but my dark eye rings r more chio than his. HAHA! jkjk. :p
Eh... Oh ya, MOE prize-giving was fun, but not as fun as b4. N i got milk tea+salivary amylase on my hair n shirt. Was unintentional, but still I got angry. [Note: Anger management needed] Scolded n nagged at him non-stop, and i felt bad when i reached schl. Sry bear bear! DD:
N my piggy ryo was abit emo too, cos of some major hiccups during MOE. Dun sad okayy? You still have next few yrs mahs, while i dun even noe if last yr is my last yr to go for MOE nots. T..T Even though its only last yr, but it feels so long ago. Haix....
Anywayssssss, was so freaking tired yest, like a normal fri. Didnt shoot, n sang my hearts out for the first time with Joey, aft tat cassie n amanlia. Paiseh to all of you, having to listen to my awful singing. x..x i was also a tuition cher again for cassie. Joey, Amanlia n I plus a few others tried to teach her covalent bond n ionic bond for chem, but dunno if she understood. xDD Honestly, was frustrated a little, but was fun throughout. I wonder if she will ask us again nots... O..O
Hmm... Tats all for now luhs. Nth much to talk abt alr oso. Bye bye peeps!! :))

The childish side of me

is once again,

coming back

to wreck my life.

2010-04-03T16:33:00.002+08:00

Finally here to post~~ hahas!! Been busy these days, as usual. x..x slightly more hmk though, cos i've been sick frm last wed till fri. Was gonna slp when i started having diarrhoea, vomiting n fever. Sucks manxzxzxzxz, having to eat oatmeal n porridge everyday, n recevied 2 jabs on my butt. T..T Feel btr now, ofc, but still have slight relapse every now n then. To avoid a relapse, i will have to only eat till i dun feel hungry(not full), n to give up eating loads of chocolatessss!!!! DD: But its gd too, cos i want my face to be pimple-freeee~~!! xDD
Catching up with schl really fast, but math hmk is crazy, seriously. Everyday we receive one wksht frm our math cher, having some questions halfway done n stuck. Ask him, he say aft schl find him. =..=" Gonna find some other cher or ms goh to teach me aft schl, but her temper's really bad nowadays. =xx maybe cos of the classes she teach n our results ba. Hai hai haix...
Meanwhile, i had a speech on the speakers' corner. Was damn embarassing, cos i was trembling. But overall it was okay luhs, only a few msitakes here n thr. xPP Was planning to go for shooting yest, cos i can finally get my husband back!!!! But, i cant wake up cos my parents woke me up unintentionally when they were preparing to go to the airport. I'm i/c of waking them up, but i fell aslp b4 waking my mother(oooppss!!). =xx Missing them loads can~~ Cos my maid's not really cooking anything tat im gonna eat, but i can see the effort she put in luhs. x..x
Anyways, tats all for now luhs. Gonna do ace-learning n do some facebook-ing. bye bye peep peeps!! :DD

2010-03-14T13:48:00.002+08:00

hey hey everyone~ Its the er... seems-like-a-wk-but-only-a-few-days holidays!!! LOL. xDD Well, completed almost all my hmk except for my ace learning n boshi100. Guai rite~ hehes!
Schl was quite okay on fri luhs. High-ed in class, then got bak our report bks. Freaking happy tat i scored As. Hahas. :DD Then aft schl, go shoot shoot shoot, then slack around in schl. Lala-ing everywhr, then went to see juniors pt. But pt really bring my spirits down manxzxzxzxz. Its like, im the calefare thr la. N wateva i do, i'm wrong. Fine fine, i may be wrong luhs, but im not anyone's maid can? =..="
Then aft a while, i started to cry(AGAIN). Another side effect of not having enuff slp. Then cassie, ammonia, keroppi n joey came to comfort me. Love them sooooo much~ -^^- Sorry for soaking joey's sleeve with my tears though. =xx Then we went to the canteen n high-ed thr till 7+. Then halfway through teddy bear saw us n discovered tat i cried. X..X Had a great time anyways. :)) Although crying makes my eyes swell, but it really helps me de-stress. A bad habit huh? ;pp
Hmm... Maybe going out from mon-wed to cut my hair, hang out with friends etc. Missed hanging out with my beloved peeps la! Need a facial badly oso. :(( Anyways, tats all luhs. Gonna go read my bk which janet low is really jealous of. HAHAHA!! xPP Ciao~~

2010-03-08T21:58:00.003+08:00

Mao mao peeps~~ So sian, so came to tag. xPP Today de hmk is POA, n i can't solve it, even asking so many peeps. DD: But at least i understand la, n it feels good. :) Gotta try to focus in every class, so janet low: No boom-ing in class anymore hor!! xDD
Today, schl started well. Tot janet low didnt come schl at first, then desi mama n i abit sad cos cant really get high w/o her.(She must be happy seeing this. LOL.) Was high-ing with desi mama n janet low uncontrollably aft assembly though, when we realised she went for duty only. Hahas!! Then the lessons like started to get less n less interesting, n my eyes get mini-er n mini-er. X..X But anyways, I didnt slp. An achievement rite~~ Muahahahaha!!! :p
Went to shoot, was focusing all the way till... I dunno wat luhs. Then i stop shooting le. Wonder wats happening to me n my shooting nowadays. :(( Then play around n stuff, till i got home. Didn't fall aslp b4 showering, which was another achievement. Hehes. xPP
Anyways, tats all for now lors. Nth to post le. Hehes. Ciao peeps~

you think too much,

or is it me?

I dun want our friendship that just started

to end this way.

2010-03-06T20:04:00.004+08:00

Mao mao peeps~ Hahas! Its been a happy wk for me. :DD Got my results, aced most of my subs. Hehes. :)) But as expected, i failed my geog. Its jus tat i didnt expect my marks to be so low. I wrote the wrong forest for the first part, n its a total zero. I jus realized my mistakes 5 mins b4 the test ends. x..x But okay la, jus a common test. Jus gonna work harder lor. This common test also made me rmb smth which i will not forget: Impossible is N-O-T-H-I-N-G.
Hmm... Went to schl today, learnt loads abt being a panellist. Its quite fun though, but needs to be serious when the real thing comes cos a project despends on us, whether to approve or reject. A few days ago we oso had a meeting, n i broke down. Feel so dumb n immature la, expected smth like this would happen and YET i took it too hard. Maybe cos not enuff slp ba.... Hai haix~ x..x
I have alot of things i wanna post de lor, but i forgot. xDD So... gonna do ace-learning now, and cont to mao. xP Bye peeps~ mao!!
P/S: Someone sms me or smth, i'm bored to death!! :(( &
Keith is a sotong! =xx

2010-02-26T22:27:00.002+08:00

heylo peeps~ :DD CT1's over!! & my blog is, too. Looks like it. LOL. Anyways, was reminded to update by a blur sotong senior Keith, n i didnt update every wk like i promised janet, so here i amm~~ xPP
Anyways, i totally felt (mostly) good for this test manxzxzxzx!!!! Mugged, n prepared for the test. Felt sooo good to have studied. :)) but kinda screwed up some subs though, cos, well, shld say tat i didnt well enuff. Hai hai hai~~~ Nth to say lors.
Well, shooting kinda sucked this term. :(( My legs started to tremble when i go for monthly shoot since the eoy last yr, n now i cant control my gun when im at SAFRA. Shot a godly score of 300, n boy, was it GREAT. Was kinda crapped up aft, so no need to say anymore.
March hols are coming, but they aren't much of a hol. Mostly packed up by a math n POA lessons probably, its gonna be a normal school wk luhs, only tat maybe release earlier, n its filled with confusing freaking numbers.
Anyways.... Nth tat i can come up with for now. Blabbering nonsense since im feeling abit off. Signing off~~ Maoo~~

2010-02-07T16:52:00.003+08:00

Halo all!!! Finally came to post. Hahas! Finally learnt to put the picture on my blog bak, thx to cheng chengxzxz!! :DD Thx to peeps who still come n tag my blog yea? ;) Been really busy till i dun even have time to buy cny stuff. x.x lucky last wk i bought 3 dresses at once, so no need buy anymore. muahhahaaha! BUT, i suddenly rmb i need shoe when i get home. =..=" I bought a black one-shoulder de, & a.. i dunno-how-to-say de. xDD the other one is to give one of my relative de, blue tube dress plus many many starssss~~ :p
Anyways... I need to go hospital ltr, cos my granddad was hospitalised. T..T My maid was scared yest when my parents n grandma went ot buy flowers, then left her n my granddad alone at home. Then my granddad started tokin to himself, then keep saying no, like got alot ppl around him. My maid was scared like hell luhs. When she told my mum n i, we noe wat tat means... but my mum jus told my maid its nothing. Haix... Hope he get well soon luhs. I can't stand another of my family collapsing, especially my grandma. Not now, not ever... The moment i mention my granddad being hospitalized, my head still start to ache. Besides, smth weird happened b4 i even noe he was hospitalised, but nvm. =x
Tats all for now luhs, gtg to see my granddad. but before tat i will reply ur tags on the tagboard ya? Bye everyone~ take care!! -^^-

2010-01-23T17:50:00.004+08:00

Heylo peeps~ :DD I realised tat my blog is like, dead, so i came to post. x..x Hm... In msia now. My cousin de wedding kinda started today, n my relatives & I r the bridesmaids. Quite fun luhs, goin around n stuff. But when i come back, everyone dead beat (including me! xD). Wanna take pictures together de lor, but everyone's too tired. :((
Woke up at 4.30 w/hui xian today, then went to shower. When my uncle n aunt help my cousin to put on the veil, they cried together sia. So touching lors. Almost cried too luhs. :') Aft a while we started doing our hairstyles n making up. I first time make up ma, so i put too much BB cream w/o realising. LOL. But nvm luhs, since its a long day. :p
Then the bridegroom came at around 8.30. We took the second floor de door while my cousin's sister took the front door. The bridegroom didn't really get tortured luhs, since thrs no time. But overall, quite fun. :)) Then the tea ceremony ended at around 2.30 today, & i fell aslp till like, 4.30 & jus showered. =xx Tats all for today luhs, tml is the wedding dinner.
Okays~ Now let's tok bout my camp! It toally rock manxzxzxz, seriously. First day was, ofc, quite boring. But it gets really really fun when we get to noe each other alr. Campfire was, DISCO-ic! xDD It was supposed to end at 10, but everyone danced to the music till like, around 11+ if im not wrong. Its so freaking cool luhs, its the first time i dance though. Hahas! & Max had been a gd role model & leader to The Smurfs(Group 5), & i oso learnt alot frm him. Gotta meet up one day ya? Then can cach up w/each other. ;)
Hmm... Tats all for now le ba. Nth to tok bout liaox, & i wanna find smth (other than hmk) to do b4 i get bored. xP Bye peeps! :D
PS. Tag pls~~ My blog is so dead. :((

2010-01-11T19:16:00.003+08:00

Okay peeps~~ I'm here for a short short shorrrttt update on my blog, cos desi mama want me to. :pp First wk of schl over, & i'm alr dead beat. Thrs alot of stuff i need to do, & goals i wanna achieve, so I'm trying to push myself. :))
Mr Poon asked me to go for some leadership camp, still tinking if i wanna go. Well, may be going, since thrs nth to do over the wkends. It may even be a time for me to relaxxxxx, although schl jus started.
Hmm... Although its tiring like this luhs, but I like this lifestyle actually. Always have things to do, not a time when ur bored... Having fun at the same time... Man~ I feel like I'm a little mature liaoxzxzxz (praising myself. LOL. =..=")
My shooting have also improved, & i even noe some alumnis today. So happy. Hahas! :DD Eh.... Tats all peeps! Gotta go, got hmk to do & i jus came bak home, so need shower (stinky!! Eww~ x.x) Hahas! So.. bye pppeeeeepppss!!! :DD

2009-12-29T23:18:00.007+08:00

Hihi~~ :DD Went to watch New Moon yest with gary(Daryl) & Desi mama. Met them at around 12, then reached shaw cineplex at 1+. The queue was freaking long manzxzxzxzxz!!! Queued for like, more than half an hour b4 we bought our tickets. Was craving for pizza hut's baked rice, so we went Plaza Sing to eat. But thrs a queue, so we went Pastamania. Quite okay luhs, but Gary didn't eat. He didn't tok for the whole day tat day luhs, maybe cos no guys were tagging along.
Aft eating then went shopping. Desi mama was shopping for a brithday present for his bf, then i shop together wif her lors. The shoes at cotton on were damn cheap luhs, but didn't buy in the end. xPP Addicted to cotton on nowadays, cos the clothes thr suits me luhs. But the prices r rising, i heard, cos many ppl buy clothes thr too. :(( But then now christmas, then got sale. Went to orchard's cotton on then shopped with Shianne. I bought 2 pairs of leggings & shorts, then 2 shirt while she bought a shirt n a belt. Altogether costs $102, quite okay for cotton on alr lors. Damn many ppl inside the shop la, although its quite big. Must quickly take the clothes we want. xDD

Then today can't wake up for training. Actually i woke up luhs, but cmi to the toilet. LOL. x.x tml must go le~~ So long nv train then got novelty shoot. :(( needs a human alarm clock liao!! Hahas. xPP Hmm... Tats all luhs. Gotta go~ Bye peeps!! :DD

2009-12-25T14:05:00.002+08:00

Yoyoyo~ =p Very long nv post le, psps. Been busy, goin msia, trg & stuff. Went msia a few days ago, then fell down in the toilet when i jumped in. LOL. Dumb me, but i kept laughing at i fell. xDD Got a big bruise on my left hand, then my neck still hurts, but im fine~~ :))
Schl's gonna reopen soon, & I haven't write my name on my txtbk n stuff. RAWR!! Must get rdy liaoxzxzxzx! WSSC holding a novelty shoot on the 29 n 30 in schl, but i jus changed to Ben ben's LP10. So gonna train manxzxz, but i can't gym with my hands in this condition. :(( Haix... Gotta jyjy le!
Lala-ing at my piggy cuzzy's hus for xmas, going orchard ltr with them. =p Nth else to post le leis, so sianz. x.x Soooooooo.... Tats all for now!! Bye peeps!! :DD

2009-12-12T14:58:00.003+08:00

Yoyoyo peeps~~ I'm back frm china!!! Hahas. :DD Slept at 1am aft reaching home until 7pm the next day. Around 18 hrs luhs. Er... Wow?? Its been so long since i've slept for so freaking long. =p Then overslept for today's training again, & thrs CJC Shoot on the 15. 1 more trg left. Gotta train hard for tat one day man. RAWR!!

Hmm... China trip was fun luhs. Learnt stuff frm the shooting lecture & words like sugar rush frm frends. hahas! xDD A very memorable trip though. Saw soooo many stars for the first time in my life when we travelled to Huang Shan. It was a 5 hr trip i guess, couldn't rmb. Then Ben ben, ash, amanlia, Keroppi & I looked at the stars together in the bus while the others slept or looked at the stars quietly. I was like some crazy woman screaming n shouting when i saw the stars. LOL. But the stars really mesmerized me luhs. xDD

Had loads of emotional moments though, when Theresa & I met coach Jason thr. He taught ACS(I), but followed us throughout the whole trip. Learnt alot alot frm him luhs, mental training & such. became close frends w/him luhs, & a sensei too lors. Hahas. :))

Was dying when climbing Huang Shan luhs. Sow Hiang, Jace, Iman & a few of us were rushing to the cable car cos of my stupid emotions, & finally made it luhs. Leg damn pain la, but received quite a few lessons lors. Honestly speaking, i rather have this experience than have a normal hiking trip whr its more like a PT. Its a very, eh.... Unusual yet impt experience for me luhs, seriously. Loved the trip alot. ;))

Then almost everyone didn't slp on the last nite thr. Some were playing monopoly, then ash was sick. Daryl & I fell aslp though, effing tired. Hahas! xDD Slept for aorund 2 hrs, then went bak rm to pack. Was in abit of half-conscious state though, cos Theresa & I were the last to go for breakfast & i didn't realize wat time issit. Then we realize we dun have the tickets. =.=" So we didn't eat luhs.

Went on the bus, then waited for an hour or so cos the bus de battery got stolen at nite. x.x I guess everyone dropped dead all the way to Shanghai luhs, then ate & flew bak. Took pictures, & i uploaded to my facebook. Go see ba. :))

Okays~ I guess tats all luhs. Gotta go. Ciao!!

2009-12-02T22:38:00.003+08:00

Halo peeps!!! Gonna fly fly fly to china tml le. Hahas! Its uber cold thr, cos its winter. Hope to see snow de can!!!!!!!! :DD But this few days pack my luggage with my mum, & its so effing frustrating de can!! Wth~ Nv go winter season mahs, then must pack this n tat. Pack a few clothes n coats jiu no space in the luggage alr. LOL. x.x Hmm... Will be bak at 10th dec, so my blog will be even dead-er than it is now. :((

Went for briefing today, then Lot 1 to buy stuff with Theresa. Bought choc n lip balm first, then go walk walk around. Bought a dress for my cuzzy's wedding next yr, since thr was discount n I buy frm thr b4. :DD Was waiting for 3pm to have sushi buffet at Sakae luhs, so we were bored to death. Then we called Captain Sean come down pei us, since he live so near. Hahas! xP Walk walk a few round again, then chit chat at the roof top garden. Finally it was 3, so we went to Sakae. Then Sean say he was still full, so he leave aft we got in.

Makan makan for an hr then was bloated de can~~ xDD Theresa went home while i nid to go bpp to buy medication. Bought tou huay oso, planning to visit my granny n grandad b4 i go, btu thr was cockroaches EVERYWHR luhs. =.= Lucky my blk below no cockroach, but thr was 3 OUTSIDE MY HUS. So i was practically screaming for someone to open the dang door. xDD

Okayyy~~~ Tats all for now luhs. Gotta go see got anything else need to pack n stuff. Sayonara~

2009-11-27T14:38:00.004+08:00

Yoyoyo everyone!! Went out with cassie, seri, isaac, Jun Long & Nic today. Congrats nic wor, hahas! Was uber late, cos i was reluctant to leave my bed. LOL. Sry everyone! x.x then went ION, walk walk then makan burger king. Isaac was making everyone laugh like crazy luhs. We laugh until everyone in bk look at us. xPP Then went to Converse & saw the high-cut sneakers tat i want!! But it only left with size 9, when my size is 6. :((

Then i refuse to give up on finding my sneakers, so Cassie, Seri & I went to vivo while the guys went home. Went to Converse first thing when we reached, but its ~~OUT OF STOCK!!~~ They only have the white one left. RAWR!!! Aft i come bak frm China i'm gonna hunt it down lors. Go jurong point & other places to grab it. Hahas! xDD Then went to window shop, & saw my relative, Gilbert, luhs. It was sort of funny though. =p found a shirt tat i like, so i bought it anyways. Then was recap-ing the funny yet embarrassing moments we had & saw yest & last time. Thx peeps, its a crazily funny day yest. :DD

Its gonna be a tiring yet fun this following wk ba. Tml have open hus, then sun till tues got shooting camp, then gonna fly off to china on thurs for a wk. Hahas! Is looking forward to everything, especially to China, since i nv go a country when its winter season. :))

Meanwhile, its a gd day for me, but not for my dad. He came bak frm msia yest cos its a public hol today, but he rushed bak to msia again today. His worker got killed last nite & he need to go bak to see to it. My mother said tat worker of his was a gd & hardworking, so my dad's abit sad. Haix... I can see my dad aging frm his increasing white hair & tired face luhs, so I must work hard next yr & score well for him, as well as my family, so tat we will all be happy & not disappoint him. ^^

Okays, tats all luhs. Gonna type a quote i learnt frm a bk abt shooting in the range tat i read, cos I agree with it very strongly. :))

Be careful of your thoughts;

for they will become words.

Be careful of your words;

for they will become actions.

Be careful of your actions;

for they will become your character.

Be careful of your character;

for they will become your desiny.

-anon

2009-11-18T18:06:00.004+08:00

Wasup wasup!!! Hahas. Its been quite long since i posted hor? Lala-ing nowadays, nth to do. woke up late again today, then nv go trg. So gonna die next wk when i go bak for trg. x.x
anyways, the chalet was great, went wild wild wet n stuff. Lolx. Then have sort of a heart to heart talk w/desi mama, then ki-siao thr. hahas! Tat may also be the last time we are together as a class luhs, but some ppl still did not even come for a day. =.="
Holidays are boring de cannnn..... RAWR!!!!!!! Go trg, then stay at home. Lucky next mon maybe will go out, but need get money frm daddy luhs. He nv give me allowance nowadays, either he 4get or cos my EOY results suck. Bombarded EOY. But im gonna take some frm him to buy some things & go out w/frends on mon. :DD
So i stayed at home, readin bks i borrowed. So guai rite? (ohmygawd, i cant believe im saying this.) LOL. xP Vampire Academy series really rock luhs, diff frm Twilight, but nice. :)) Then i saw this bk, called Never Cry Werewolf. Its a love story, which reminds me of Jacob Black in Twilight luhs. xDD quite nice though, but not a series. :(( I'm attracted to series luhs, wonder y. ?_?
Anyways, i jus wanna go out more often luhs, especially with my classmates, since i may not tok to most of them much next yr. :(( tats all for now luhs. Bye byeee~~

2009-11-10T16:12:00.004+08:00

Hihi everyone~~!! Rotting at home today, cos i overslept. Was supposed to go geog lesson, & then cca. But nvm, can take this time to update my blog. Hahas. xDD
Went schl as usual on fri, then shoot finish jiu slack. Then went play bball till like 1+, then rush home. Showered, then went for alumni meeting at grps. Ting was late too, but everyone was busy when i reached. Helped out for a while, then the juniors had a last briefing b4 they go vietnam. Was demo-ing to them how to sing high-ly. LOL. Then ting, xue ling & I was ki siao-ing all the way till 5+. A few juniors went bak home, then the others stay in schl. We went greenridge, buy bubble tea then went bak. Juniors were like saying, "wa, so gd uh, can buy bubble tea into the schl." was abit frustrated, but dun wanna spoil my mood luhs. So i jus say like aft they graduate become alumni jiu can be like us alr. Couldn't care less. =x
Then at around 6+ parents started coming in. Took over xl at the "reception counter" cos she haf to take care of the video cam. When the briefing started, ting & I sat behind of the rm very quietly. Tired uhs. LOL. x.x Then saw Mr Tan staring at me, then ask me smth. So i went over, then was catching up w/one another. He look so lethargic luhs, ke lian. Then heard some not-so-gd news abt his plan for this few yrs. :((
At around 10, ting, xl & I waited for a taxi w/Mrs Lee, then ting & xl sent me home. Aww~~ so sweet. hahas. :DD Was damn tired luhs, but so happy. It's been so long since i had fun bak in grps. Hahas. -^^-
Went bak again yest, to talk to P6s abt our schl. Saw my cher, was so happy de can!! Hahas. Although I went bak almost every wk, but didn't go round the schl (cos wasn't allowed to), & didn't see many teachers. Talk a few sentences, then went off alr.
Then went to range. Shot 2 series only, then the ben bens come n disturb me. RAWR!! xP Then cos no cher in the range, then they play around. Damn funny luhs, hahas. Aft tat Mr Poon was scolding outside the range, so scary lor. First time see him shout. x.x Then everyone took their bags & run. =x Was drizzling when i walk home, but it got heavier. In the end, i was drenched when i reached home. LOL.
Hmm... Tats all for now luhs. Nth much to crap abt alr. xP Meow-ing off. =p

2009-11-04T18:04:00.003+08:00

Yoyoyo~~ Wassup everyone!! Its the hols, & yet i'm so stressed up. Didn't make it to 8 sub, & is taking 7 sub now. Combine science yall~~ Why can't thr b a 7 sub combi tat has 2 pure sci, AM, EM, MT, Eng & a combine humans?? Actually, the ans is simple. One, no one asked for the combi. Two, even if we ask, the schl may not have enuff cher. Three, cos the schl is not ours. LOL. Simple?

Then thrs shooting. Well well, whr has my feeling & urge for shooting gone to!!! RAWR!! Ppl is "i gotta feeling, woo~" for me is, "I got no feeling, woo~~" lolx. & thrs only a place b div, so haf to fight for it. Stress ar~~~ Even more stress than normal schl days can. Its even affecting my appetite & screwing up my hols luhs. RAWR~~

No money to go out, cos i didn't ask for any. Cos nobody's going out anyways. & once again, RAWR!!! Lolx. But smth's still the same, tat i haf ppl by my side to be my listening ear. :DD But the diff is tat its a diff person. Hahas. But its okay, i still laughed it off(for the moment). :))

To get everything off my bak, went to play bball w/kc & keroppi. Then a few ppl like royston & Noel(not ong) came. Play play play, then heard tat Mr Rahim banned us frm bball n vball liao. Then went bak, get abit nagging, then went home. Hahas.

Trying to think positive nowadays, & laugh everything off. Its hard sometimes, but my frends r always thr to help me. hahas. love 'em!! ;DD

So, tats a summary of everything & everything i feel now. Oh yea, & the word(s) tat i will commonly use these days will be: bombarded (bomb-barrrrr-ded), retarded (same pro. as bombarded), & RAWR!!! Hehes. Jus being rdm. ;) Ciao!

2009-10-26T19:04:00.003+08:00

Its such a bad day today~ x.x Got bak results, & its sux!! Deprove so much, & didn't even score a A1. Damn. I did study luhs, its EOY yall!!! & yet i score even worse than b4. I'm like, being shot wif pistols man. Seriously, not even a A1. Wats wrong sia.
Planning to take geog, but I almost flunk it. In fact, my humans all C, i dun even tink I can get into the class tat i want luhs. But I couldn't care. Die die oso wan geog. I can't write & tink/analyse fast enuff for hist & lit, & i'm not so interested in it. My ranking rose to Top 50 (or 100, couldn't rmb. =x) during Mid-Yr, but i dropped to 142. Wth? Argh... Dun wanna tok bout it anymore luhs.
Aft schl, went bpp slack w/desi mama. Went library borrow bk, then went to Old Chang Kee & starbucks to buy food & drink. Chit-chat a while, then went to buy seventeen mag then slack at library. Until 4, then we went home. While walking home my earpiece was tangled as usual luhs. then untangle halfway, one of the plastic cover on the earpiece drop. Then i walk bak & cant find it. So suay can... Now have to use a bigger plastic. Dun wanna use the actual sony wan luhs, save it for ltr. =x
Anyways, to summarise the whole post today. IT IS A SUAY DAY FOR ME~ Hope will change for the btr luhs. Haix~

2009-10-17T20:05:00.004+08:00

Helo peeps!! The exams r finally over~!! Muahahaha, can get high & party alr. =p Went bak to pri schl yest, caught up wif my old peeps, ting hwee & xue ling. Man, ting hwee is getting more & more alike wif ting yew (duh! they're siblings. =x). LOL. Then we help out for a while, & it was fun luhs. Gonna post pics ltr. :D
Mon to wed no schl, 5 days of break!! yay!!! Gonna go out & get high lors. Stress for so long alr. Sianz.... x.x Nth to post alr sia... Shall tok bout my exams. xP
English & mother tongue was okay, maths had a few careless mistakes (my usual error. =.=") then science was lenient. LOL. xP Didn't do a 8 mark reliability question & a few others didn't complete, but can pass ba. =x Then lit was okay, but for geog, haix... Dunno la. x.x
Tats all lors. Hahas. Not gonna tink bout them until the results r out, since i've done my best. :)) So, gonna show yall the pics. xD

The balloons my junior made. Cute rite~ xP

My funny junior wif a funny hat. Hahas. Having fun lor they all. :))

My old peeps, Ting hwee & xue ling. Hahas. xP

It's been so long

since i type

a msg

for you here.

Thank you

for being always thr

for me yea?

I will wait

for your return

when you leave

for japan.

I Love You~!

My adorable boyfie & "son", choco. ^^

2009-10-09T18:07:00.007+08:00

Hey hey hey~~!! Was kinda lazy to post, but desi mama ask me to come & update. Thank goodness my blog isn't dead. LOL. x.x Hmm.. Let's tok bout last wk first. xD
Acc my bro gf to her frends' bd party, & knew alot of frends thr. Went at around 8+, then reached home at 4am in the morning. =x They very funny luhs, & taught me a few things of wat real frends are, & shld be. Chatted wif a guy called brandon for around 1++ hrs, then my parents called. Cos still got EOY, then i haf to go home. x.x I haf to apologise to my bro's gf here, for like, spoiling her mood. :(( i tot like, as long as i manage my time well & study when i shld, then it shld be no prob lors. But can't. haix... x.x
Then went for eng. quite okay luhs, but got possibility tat i screwed up. :'( Then is geog. Tokin bout geog, it always reminds me bout how ppl in the world won't ever grow up, & do childish acts, & also how chidlish i was. =.=" Ya la, emotions r hard to control, but.. ya noe. x.x Okays, let's hop hop hop(like wat bugsy always do =p) to yest.
Yest got PE, then went to sports hall. But damn cold can... Cos i ran in the rain. No choice lor. :(( Then played bball. Rose cried, so went to comfort her. Relax la, everyone will b thr for u. ^^ & thrs the class outing. Looks like im the only one who ticked not going. Sry to 2E, especially those who asked me y i dun wanna go. I jus... Dun wanna go luhs. I noe its a class outing, & i shld go. So sry luhs everyone. x.x
Went bpp wif desi mama aft schl today. Bought smth(cannot say now. =p), then ate at KFC. Chit-chatted & stuff, then walked around cos we dun really wanna go home tat early, summore so full. xDD Then went to a shop near NTUC, then realised the things thr cheaper than places tat i normally buy at. Got damn many perfume oso la, prices quite reasonable. Gonna go thr again when i haf the $$. xPP
Hmm.... Tats all lor. =p Gonna stop here for now. Hope its full of tots & long enuff for desi mama. Hehe!! :DD Today gonna post lyrics for Future Love by Kristinia DeBarge. not gonna tell y though. =x

Future Love- Kristinia DeBarge

A couple of years

And I'm gonna know your name

It's like I waited for ya forever

And I know this might sound insane

But it won't be long

'Til we're gonna take this up

I'm talking about our future love

You're so far away

Maybe you're right next door

Got me picturing your face again

Something worth waiting for

I put all the others behind me

They don't live up

I know what I want

What I need to the T

[CHORUS:]

Baby if they asked me

I would say I don't even know your name

And if they asked me

Does it change?

No, it don't change a thing

Cause there's something about the way you'll love me

There's just something about the way you'll know me

That I can't explain enough

There's just something about our

Future love [x3]

There's just something about our

Future love [x3]

Walking hand in hand

Don't have a second take

I can picture what you're wearing

And a kiss I can almost taste

The thought of all the ways we'll meet for the very first time

I can see the place, feel the love...

First sight

[CHORUS]

Oh no

The minute u pull up next to me

We standing there like destiny

When it feels like you're fighting

Just to breathe that's when u know

The minute I pull up next to you

Suddenly I don't know what to do

Everything inside you says that I'm the one

[CHORUS]

Both of u

best buds/sisters?

Tsk.

What a joke.

2009-09-20T23:39:00.004+08:00

Halo everyone!!! :DD Was out for the whole day today, cos my dad suddenly say wan to gimme a new rm. Quite eager actually, cos can haf privacy & everything to myself!! xD But the rm quite small, used to b a spare & study rm of mine. Went IKEA wif my elder bro, his gf & my dad, then bought a foldable study table which is nail to the wall de, to save space. Quite small luhs, if i were to haf a lappy next time, then i haf to put the lappy on the bed & do hmk on the table cos the table too small. x.x Next is a cupboard to put my bks & all. Then wardrobe & bed see if got space anot, if haf then use the old one cos the bed & wardrobe quite big. =x

Honestly I'm fine wif the wardrobe la, but i wanna change the bed. The bed now can fold become sofa de, then got gap in between. Not say dun like la, but cos today at IKEA saw a few beds tat i like ALOT ALOT. Lolx. xP a few of them is single bed la, but the others is single bed but below can pull out then put another mattress de. So if any of u come my hus can slp beside me, but only one person. LOL. So excited can~~ =p But must see first, cos as i said jus now, if got space, then cannot buy new bed & wardrobe. x.x

Then planning to buy mirror or glass instead of noticeboard cos mirror & glass can both write & paste things, replacing whiteboard & noticeboard. But i dun wan mirror, cos like waste it, then i got a full-body mirror alr. But IKEA nv sell any big glass oso. Haix... Mayb go elsewhr see see next wkend or wat. xDD Still got my room de walls to paint & all tat. Dunno wat colour i wanna paint, since everything is wood-based. Got any ideas? xP

Okay okay, stop tokin bout my future rm alr. LOL. Tml goin Mr Rahim hus, then nid to wake up early cos i go cck eat first. But i got used to slping late le lor... I slept at like, 4 yest. Hahas. x.x Tats all for today luhs. May post pics tml, see if i got post nots. xP sayonara everyone~ :DD

2009-09-19T21:14:00.008+08:00

Yoyoyo everyone!!! :DD Sry so long nv post, was tinkin tat blogger still got prob, then lazy post oso. xP Nth much to post oso la, jus the usual schl days, & crappin around wif frends. xD
Addicted to 98.7 fm, & ANTM (America's Next Top Model) currently. Every ANTM cycle (or season), the models will haf a makeover. & i like the new hairstyle of London!! I wanna cut it, but dunno suits me anot. xDD

Nice rite? xDD

This is during the 1st photoshoot aft her makeover. the hair stylist make her hair look damn cool luhs!! :D If u go google her image then u will see. Kinda scary actually, the diff of all the models b4 & aft the makeover. LOL. Most look neat & cool, like London. but still haf some which.. u noe. xD

As for songs, addicted to Clumsy by Fergie now. Muttons to midnight on 98.7fm oso damn funny luhs. Vernon always get irritated by justin. Hahas. xP I gotta feeling by black eye peas own the USA & UK charts sia... the song owned USA charts for 20+ wks & spore for 3 wks, i tink.

Tats all for now luhs. Enuff of crap for the day. Hahas. xP Shall post Clumsy by Fergie, Since I'm addicted to it currently, will try to put it in the playlist ltr. Enjoy! :D

Clumsy- Fergie

First time

That I saw your eyes

Boy you looked right through me

Played it cool

But I knew you knew

That cupid hit me

[Chorus:]

You got me tripping, stumbling, flipping, fumbling

Clumsy cause I'm falling in love

You got me slipping, tumbling, sinking, fumbling

Clumsy cause I'm falling in love

So in love with you

Can't help it

The girl can't help it [repeat 3x]

Can't breath

When you touch my sleeve

Butterflies so crazy

Whoa now, think I'm going down

Friends don't know whats with me

[Chorus]

Can't help it

The girl can't help it [repeat 3x]

You know, this isn't the first time this has happened to me

This love sick thing

I like serious relationships and

A girl like me don't stay single for long

Cause everytime a boyfriend and I break up

My world is crushed and I'm all alone

The love bug crawls right back up and bites me and I'm back

Can't help it

The girl can't help it [repeat 3x]

[Chorus]

So in love with you

U tink ppl

will fall

for your tricks

again.

But no,

we didn't.

They noe

wat's happening.

Its over.

So,

Stop it.

2009-09-11T00:20:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone!!! I'm in msia now, & coincidentally blogger's okay again. =.=" Went to some seventh month auction-cum-dinner thing which my dad somehow participated in, & am postin now. xDD I haf only finished eng, & may nid to chiong my maths during my stay here. Haix... x.x
Dunno wat to post now de can.. Oso nth much these days. Lolx. =x Perhaps tml i may post again lors, if blogger is still working. =x
Anyways, gtg le, mayb chiong hmk or go slp. =x Bye everyone!! :DD

I tot

u understand me

more than anyone else

But i was wrong.

I did say things,

but it was cos i was angry

& i did not say tat i blame u.

Although u r more matured

& even wiser than us in certain aspects,

But the way u deal wif things

between me & her

makes me feel so irritated.

I dunno how to say to u,

afraid tat i might hurt ur feelings.

But i hope tat u noe

i dun accept excuses anymore.

Since u also look at me tat way,

then let's stay tat way

if tats the best for both of us.

2009-08-30T00:07:00.005+08:00

Hello everyone!!! Ps nv post for almost a month. Was busy, & blogger got prob. =.=" now suddenly okay liaos, mayb cos blogger suddenly decided to do some maintence. =x but i nth to do now luhs, so might as well post lors. Hmm... to summarize this whole month, alot of things happened luhs. My shooting was sucky, but i managed to get bak, or in fact, higher standard than b4. Then alot of things also arised this month, wif me & others.
It hurts alot luhs, but, i grew stronger frm them, luckily. xD This few months, or this yr, haf alot of meaning for me luhs. Perhaps i grew the most this yr, mentally & abit physically. Hahas. xPP Anyways, went out wif Seri, rose, Isaac, jia jie & jun long to Lot 1 today. Bought presents for a few chers, & went to seri's hus then Jurong point wif seri aft tat. Cut my hair, & when i was paying money, i damn ps can... I didnt see my hairdresser then did smth damn embarrassing. x.x Then went library to do geog hmk. Yay i finished my wksht!! Left mindmap for ltr. =x Suddenly rmb rose wanted a lanyard, so i bought 1 for her alr. Then walk walk around jp. Its freaking big can... xDD
Then went to Converse. Got 1 backpack i wanna buy!!! But its 39.90, & I'm left wif onli $10+. Saw a few hats tat i wanna buy too. I'm soo tempted to buy hats, or shop, oso nowadays~~ haix... I'm gonna aim at them okay!!! RAWR~ =x Then went home wif seri. Gotten closer to them alr luhs, & its not a bad thing lors. ;D not like some others tink it is.
Hmm.... Gonna keep this post short like this luhs. Today's song is Tomorrow by Avril Lavgine. Its my fav song when i'm tinkin abt things, or when im emo. It jus soothes me out, u noe. Hahas. Anyways, heres the lyrics. Enjoy!! ;D

Tomorrow- Avril Lavgine

And I wanna believe you
When you tell me that it’ll be okay
Yeah, I try to believe you
But I don’t

When you say that it’s gonna be
It always turns out to be a different way
I try to believe you
Not today, today, today, today, today

[chorus]
I don’t know how I’ll feel
Tomorrow
Tomorrow
I don’t know what to say
Tomorrow
Tomorrow is a different day
Tomorrow

Its always been up to you
Let’s turn it around, it’s up to me
I’m gonna do what I have to do
Just don’t

Give me a little time
Leave me alone a little while
Maybe it’s not too late
Not today, today, today, today, today
Oh

[chorus]
I don’t know how I’ll feel
Tomorrow
Tomorrow
I don’t know what to say
Tomorrow
Tomorrow is a different day

Hey, yeah, yeah
Hey, yeah, yeah
And I know I’m not ready
Hey, yeah, yeah
Hey, yeah, yeah
Maybe tomorrow
Hey, yeah, yeah
Hey, yeah, yeah
I’m not ready
Hey, yeah, yeah
Hey, yeah, yeah
Maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you
When you tell me that it’ll be okay
Yeah, I try to believe you
Not today, today, today, today, today
Tomorrow it may change
Tomorrow it may change
Tomorrow it may change
Tomorrow it may change

Part of this song
is abt what happens everytime
& how i feel.
Ppl always see whats the truth
but aft the hurt is done.
U expect me to go bak like b4
aft every incident.
But what u've done to me
is like surgeries.
U operated on my heart again & again,
but miraculously,
it healed.
But this time,
my heart hardened
& thrs a scar.
Its not gonna heal.
U tink I'm gonna forgive & forget
like b4?
But sry,
the ans is NO.

2009-08-09T13:36:00.004+08:00

Hey peeps~~ Ps so long nv post le, cos i'm busy & i dun feel like using comp sometimes. & some ppl jus keep comin to see if i've updated my blog, thx guys!! But i can see my blog's still more or less dead. =x Well, sooo many things happened this few wks(more bad than gd), tat i dunno whr to start. So i'm jus gonna start frm..... I oso dunno. I'll jus type wat comes out on my mind now luhs. hahas. xD ps: desi mama, dun expect a long post hor, hehes! ;p
I'll jus summarise abit luhs. I learnt alot frm this few wks luhs... Abt trust, back stabbing, betrayal & such. Its really hard to find someone i can trust, i bet everyone finds it hard too. but i tink i haf some, & yet still mis-trust the others. I dun mean tat i can really b trusted, & i apologise to those i've hurt. I will try really really hard to change, but do gif me time yea? Thx lots everyone, for ur forgivness. ;))
Anyways, yest was my monthly shoot. Well, 300+ score is expected, &, yea, got only 310. Learning to b optimistic luhs, cos crying has always made me feel tired & i look really old liao can... Got abit wrinkles liao. Sadded~ T.T but must always rmb; i can live sadly & miserably, which makes everyday look black & white, or happily & everyday is fills wif colours & life. So y not live happily lei?? But life is bound to haf times when its down, but jus pick myslef up lor, even though its hard. Eh eh, i'm like tokin to myself. LOL. Let's not keep reading my reflections liao, if not everyone will fall aslp or change web. xDD
Oh ya, on fri sec 2s went for an excursion to sungei buloh wetland reserve. Okay lahs, quite fun. But then got a few mosquito bites oso. x.x Then the reserve the toilet very nice, but then we can see the guys toilet & vice versa. =x Ruch they all oso very funny, ask them wan eat nots, then tell me to feed them. Lolx. Overall its quite interesting luhs, despite the smell of the farm & all tat. x.x Took alot of pics oso, uploading it soon on facebook. :DD
Hmm... Nth much le lors. Gtg watch ndp oso, then can see fireworks frm my hus. If i rmb i will take pics luhs. LOL. xDD bye bye peeps!

2009-07-18T16:24:00.003+08:00

Yoyoyo...!! Came bak to post today.... COS I'M BORED TO DEATH AT HOME!!!!!! I miss schl ya noe... seriously. Missed my classmates, my classroom, the range, MY CD01483 BABY!!! T.T but i still got a day, & i oso haf tat 1 more day to do my hmk. =x
Anyways, thx everyone for the well wishes u gave me on my birthday. I'm much btr now, but my cough seems to b staying for the moment. =.=" my eldest bro & my elder bro de gf gave me chocs as my present. Yay!!! But i cant eat them cos of my cough, & the fridge's almost full. T.T But i will get well de!!! Drink buckets of water, although it sounds weird. xDD
Okaysssssss....... I've ran out of things to tok abt now. x.x Oh ya, I'm alone at home wif my doggie & maid, cos my elder bro & my parents went to genting. Hmm... Is tat a gd thing or not? Mayb ba.... Cos i can do anything i wan. =x But as u can see, I'm not really doing anything. =p
Hmm.... Now is for lyrics time!!! Have been posting lyrics hor..... Cos I wanna express my tots & feelings wif songs. xDD Now, Enjoy!! :DD

So Close So Far - Hoobastank

I wake up all alone, somewhere unfamiliar.
Been gone so many days, I’m losing count.
When I think of home, I see your face.
I know I have to wait…

(Chorus)
So close, yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you

I miss hearing your laughter
And all the little things
Forgotten what it’s like to hold you
Cause where I am right now so unforgiving
It’s numbing everything

So close, yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you

So promise
No matter how long it takes for me to get back to you
You’ll wait for me.

I Promise
No matter how far away I go I’ll come back for you
Just wait and see

I miss being at home
I miss your face
Don’t think I can wait...

We’re So close, yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you

I promise,
It’s tearing me apart
No matter how far away I go I’ll come back for you
I promise
Its tearing me apart
What I would do-
What I would do-
What I would do to be there with you

Another song

Abt me & u

& promise me

wat the promise the song

had been tokin bout.

Can u?

Cos i'm afraid

to lose u....

2009-07-15T20:23:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KENNYYY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! :DD

Today's my dear cuzzy, kenn's birthday. I prefer to call him kenny, bug bunny though. xDD May all ur wishes come true ya? Oh n, last long with her!!! ;DD
Hahas... I'm so bored at home, so i came to post again. My fever has more or less gone, but i still my cough. >.<" Was showering jus now, & then i began to tink abt chocs, milk choc, dark choc, then i suddenly felt uber dizzy. Was ban frm eating too much of them since i went for facial, as some of u noe, & i'm totally banned frm it now cos i'm sick. Haix.... Was tinkin of getting a suppeeerrr big choc cake to schl to celebrate my birthday wif my frends de lor.. But, stupid things always happen to me. Sry everybody.... & sry to myself. T.T Cassie mei sms-ed me in the afternoon, & promised to celebrate wif me aft i got btr. Thx yea, but see first luhs. Hahas. As i said, my "chinese" birthday not over yet, so still haf chance to celebrate. -^^-

I'm so bored at home tat i finished reading Twilight in 3 days. x.x quite nice luhs. hahas. xDD sms-ing all day oso, cos thrs really nth to do. Well, not really nth to do, i haf my hmk. But i dun feel like doing, seriously. I noe being sick is sort of an excuse, but i really want a break frm everything. But i will try to do everything by this wkend luhs. Hmm... Speaking abt hmk, ruch haven't send my hmk to me today. xDD nvm, will ask him tml. Mayb hes busy. xP

Hmm... nth really much to tok abt liao. Gonna post the lyrics for nobody (english version) for him, to let him noe smth. ;p

Nobody(English Version)
You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change. (Saranghae)

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to, to make me leave ya
I know what you're thinking
Baby why aren't you listening
How can I just
Just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know it's not right so
Just stop and come back boy
How can this be
When we were meant to be

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why can't we just, just be like this
Cause it's you that I need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I
I feel when I'm with you, no one will ever do

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so
You know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want no body, body
I don't want no body, body

Honey you know it's you that I want, it's you that I need
Why can't you see~

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
So tell me why can't it be
Please let me live my life my way
Why do you push me away
I don't want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you.

The lyrics sound alot like
wat u tried to do isnt it?
Tats the reason y i posted it,
to tell you,
tat i only nid u,
only u.

2009-07-14T15:52:00.005+08:00

Help!!! I'm so sian at home now..... Was having fever the last min on sun when i was going to cut birthday cake wif my cousin cos we celebrating in advance. I was coughing like crazy when i woke up on sun, but didnt really tot much abt it. Then at nite i suddenly felt tat my limbs r cold but my head is damn hot. Everytime my family celebrating birthday i oso sick de lor... My dad de birthday i diarrhoea, then my cousin & i celebrating birthday in advance i fever. =.="
The worse thing now is, i haf mc for 1 WK!!! Walao... I'm so gonna miss alot of lessons de can... x.x Then i heard tat jes oso 1 wk, then cassie & si min haf fever & so they went home during schl yest. Then today got 1 of my neightbour who is oso a junior of mine fever oso. Wth can... This wk is such a suay wk luhs...
Anyways, thx for ur concern everyone, & thx ruch for helping to bring my hmk to me everyday for this wk. -^^- was planning to celebrate my birthday in schl on thurs, but looks like its impossible. My mother tell me to go out & celebrate the next sat, since my "chinese" birthday havent over yet, so still can. But see first luhs, i dun wanna spread my disease to anyone. =x
My sickness really haf alot of effects luhs... Other than alot of tablets & syrup to take everyday, i oso haf bad breath sia. No matter hwo i rinse my mouth the breath is still thr. Can u imagine tat?!! My mother say cos my body inside too heaty le... Sianz. x.x Now whenever i nid to take medicine i always feel so sian & wanna vomit la, got sick of it. x.x frm no sore throat i eat the med for a day only then today got sore throat alr. Wth luhs... Then the syrup will make me drowsy, makin me unable to do my hmk. I almost lost my balance during shower, even stand up oso will not so balanced. x.x i tell ruch to bring bak my hmk oso not much use.... But i will try to do as much as i can la. Hope tat i can finish all of them by this wk.... =x Addicted to vampire bks currently, but i cant go to the library!! T.T But luckily my bro de gf bought Twilight, so i can read. xPP Can someone borrow vampire academy for me frm bpp library can pass me to it through ruch pls~~ I haf been waiting for the bk for so long. x.x The preson who borrowed it the due date is on 16 july, my birthday, so hopefully the person will return it either today or tml.
Tokin bout my birthday... Sry ppl, i cant celebrate my birthday in schl on thurs anymore... I'm quarantined at home for this wk. I felt sad & my heart sank when the doc said i am excused frm schl & nid to stay at home for this wk. Haix.. So sry ya? But thx for all ur concern anyways. Btw, i nid to clarify tat i dun haf h1n1!!! Its jus tat high fever & cough is 2 of the symptoms of h1n1, so dun b mistaken ok. xDD
Hmm... Tats all lor... Bbye peeps!! If got anything in schl sms me kays? see yall in 5 days time!! x.x

2009-07-05T15:54:00.008+08:00

yoyoyo~~ Finally got time to use com le. xDD was busy this few days... chiong-ing my maths hmk, projects, reading bks (for bk review & got addicted. xP) & the carnival yest. The carnival yest was kinda fun, but damn tiring. We started wif no customers, power kept tripping, & some quarrels here & thr. Damn frustrated at first, then customers suddenly kept coming, & we kept taking the orders.
We finally cant take it liao, but some of the members keep on taking orders. Then a few customers mass ordered, & 1 of them unreasonably wans his order on the spot. =.=" then finally finished his order, then we still haf some others, so no break for us. Didn't eat since morn, but wasn't really hungry luhs. Cont doin, until like 5+. Our stall & 2F was the last to pack & go home. Desi mama, Elisha & I walked home together. Was like drunkards, laughing & walking unsteadily. Hahas.
Tml's Youth Day, holiday!!! yea!!! Goin to Mr Rahim's hus. Wonder wat will we do thr... Most probably slack ba. lolx. xDD Anyways, sry to all of u whom i screamed at yest, cos i was really pissed &, yea, my character. Cant help it. x.x I really wanna b like the song de lyrics i'm gonna type ltr below. Its translated by me ok!!! Cos i cant find the translated one... x.x Hope tat u all understand the song luhs.

想要光着脚丫在树上唱歌
I want to sing on the trees bare-footed
你说的每个笑话我都笑了
i laughed at every of ur jokes
是你变幽默还是我变快乐
Was it tat u bcame more humorous or i bcame more optimistic
好久不见你说我大不相同
Long time no see & u said tat i changed alot
偷偷告诉你
Lemme tell u a secret
我的心去整型了　
My heart went for a "plastic surgery"　

不想对每件事都那么严格
Dun wanna b strict at everything
弄得全世界好像只剩挫折
which made the world look like its full of obstacles
爱一朵花不猜它能开多久
thrs no nid to guess how long will the flower live if u love it
放宽了心情
having a relax mood
把什么都变美了
makes everything pretty

Chorus:
想要光着脚丫在树上唱歌
wants to sing in the trees bare-footed
好多事物全被缩小了
Alot of things are being minimised
心里不想放的
Those things tat doesn't want to rmb
就去了算了
Let it go, 4get it
让太阳把脸庞给晒得红彤彤　
Let my face b basked in the sun till its red

想要吹着口哨在树上唱歌
I want to whistle on the tree
要像开往远方的火车
I shld b like a train tat travelling a long way
可以那么轻快的穿过山洞
which can pass a through a tunnel easily
大树上还很空
The tree still has some space
你要不要陪我
Do u wanna acc me?

Then this whole lyrics repeats 1 more time.

Those who noe me will noe y i wanna b like this song luhs.... hahas. This song is included my playlist. I noe its chinese, but i tink can try to listen luhs. xDD If wan the pronounciation then tag me kays? =p Anyways, tats all le. Bbye!!

We got bak together

but dunno how long it will actually last

cos soon enuff

our relationship will bcome a long distance one.

But as far as possible,

lets works hard together

& make this a happy memory

for the bost of us yea?

ily, my sushi boy ♥

2009-06-29T17:23:00.003+08:00

Halo all!!! Went bak to schl for the first day today. Was tired~~ Late for 15 mins summore. x.x y am i always lateeeee!!! x.x But didnt really miss anything. Lucky~~ =p Then went to get rdy. At 9++, finally the ppl came. Then keroppi told me tat Dominic oso came. Hahas. Didn't really noe him, but nvm. xDD
Anyways, aft tat went to slack for a while then went bak to class. Was slacking oso, hahas. Then aft recess was eng & sci. Eng was ok.... Then sci another sci cher came, cos ms zhou only teach bio & chem. x.x shes ok la... But only she lecture us until i wanna slp, summore 1st lesson nia. I wonder, for the rest of the yr howwwwww!!! Btr get some sweets on the days tat has sci, or else i can slp ar. =x
Finally trainin resumes tml. Yay!!! Hopefully can train for Singapore Open, cos i seriously dun wanna screw up for the last comp this yr. Haix.... x.x But tml oso cant train much, cos i nid go for facial at bpp. Went facial on sat, but the person say if infection (got pimples) then must go bak on tues then she help me squeeze & disinfect for free. LOL. The facial costs $98 la... She still gimme free. Mayb cos its infection due to i went thr to haf facial, so they have to b responsible for it. xDD Bought their products on sat oso.. Lucky got promotion. So everything including facial costs $240. =x Actually its quite ok lor... My 2 previous facial centre 1 of them facial alone costs $100+, then their equipment oso not gd de. On sat i even saw & use some of the equipments tat i nv seen b4 de, like using electricity, spray & some blue light to disinfect my face to avoid it frm swelling too bad. Haix... Shld haf gone thr much earlier la.... My frend advised me to go thr, but i didn't. My previous facial centres oso at bpp summore lor!!! Argh... Tokin bout it makes my blood boil. x.x
If some of u wanna go thr oso can ask me for the number. LOL. I like some promoter like tat. x.x Tats all luhs... Gtg le. Chao!! :DD

wat shld i do

to 4get u??

2009-06-19T17:31:00.003+08:00

The luge-ers!! ♥♥♥

I'm sunburnt~~ Hahas. xDD Went sentosa wif Cassie, Siti, Shu Jing, Jun Jie & Ting Yew yest. I pulled Keroppi along, cos he was rotting at home. x.x Was late meeting Cassie, Siti, Shu Jing & keroppi, cos was deciding wat to wear, cos i've outgrown all my clothes. =x I decided to wear a short & shirt which is a set which i bought frm billabong, cos i damn long nv use le. x.x Sry all, I'm always late. T.T

Then planning to take the bus, but damn squeezy, cos its the peak hour. So we decide to take my fav LRT & MRT. xDD Then finally reached Vivo, went pet safari. Took a few pics of little hamsters & a rabbit. Uber cute larhs!!! -^^- Then aft tat loiter around... Finally i too hungry le, then we go eat first. x.x aft makan went to take monotrail. First time take, quite ok luhs. Then went luge-ing. 2nd time luge-ing & taking the skyride, damn fun luhs. The skyride was fun, but abit high. x.x Then Cassie was screaming abit. Tink she was screaming her troubles away ba... Hahas. I love the luge luhs!! The feeling of the wind blowing against my face, & being able to control the "kart". Hahas. Enjoyed it.

Then we went to siloso. Straight went into the water, cos the sand & weather was freaking hot. Played & played, then Keroppi didn't want to come down to water. So Shu Jing & I drag him down. LOL. :pp Shortly aft, a sharp sharp thing pricked his toe then he went up again. I oso drank quite abit of salt water when in sea cos was learning to swim. Was standing on a level of water whr it reached my neck thr, but then suddenly the wave came continuously. I almost drowned sia... Cos i cant scream as i was drinking the water. x.x I cant open my eyes, then my mind suddenly went blank, & i relaxed. My last image was they were abit further, then keroppi was swimming. Aft i dunno how long, i was pushed up. Then i took a deep breath, & i realized tat it was keroppi who pushed me up. Aft tat i walked to a more shallow water, then i no strength again. x.x Keroppi then dragged me up to shore again. Lolx. xDD

I rested, then didn't really wanna go in the sea liao. Jun Jie & keroppi then brought me in again. Didn't went tat far liao luhs, jus sat thr & sun tan abit. =pp aft tat Cassie & Siti wanna go palawan to meet w/classmates, then we tot quite near, so we walked thr. Freaking far la, then all of us were still wet, cos we only got a towel which is for us to dry ourselves aft shower. x.x was damn fked up when we reached, cos i was dizzy & my body was warm. Aft i threw my bag i quickly went into the water. Ahh~ Finally felt btr.

Siti, Jun Jie, Shu Jing & Cassie then swam to the shore opposite. Damn fast siaa!!! LOL. Then keroppi was sitting on shore again, cos he lazy go down. So we dragged him down again. xDD He say he so hard to b dried, so i immediately splash him wif water. Hahas. So evil rite? =p Then Cassie & Shu jing force me to learn swimming again, so i went into the deeper waters again. Keroppi was my float, but shortly aft he went under water then i oso. x.x This time i drank more water than the previous time, & i cant touch the ground. Palawan de floor de gradient is much more steep than siloso, so quite diff. Aft tat they dun wan me learn liao. Hahas. Then we play play in the shallow waters. Aft a while Siti accompany Shu Jing home, cos Shu Jing haf curfew & Siti wanna take bus. So Cassie, keroppi, pigkachu (Jun Jie) & i slacked in the sea. Hahas. Rosemarie joined us, & soon we went off oso cos Cassie was uber sunburnt & rose haf curfew.

Showered, & went to Vivo. Sent Rose off, & the 4 of us went Sushi Tei cos pigkachu wanna eat jap food. But the food thr was damn ex, & so we didn't order sushi, but order main course instead. x.x

Keroppi & pigkachu ordered ramen, Cassie ordered rice & i ordered udon. First time eat udon. Quite nice. Then went slack outdoors, & go pet safari. The dogs were damn cute, & we joked around thr again. xDD Then went home!!! Was quiet on the train, cos everyone was dead tired. x.x

Had loads of fun tat day luhs.... Thx for tat day everyone yea?? I've uploaded all the pics on facebook. Go thr & see ba. ♥ all of u loads!!! :DD

Finally,

I've learnt to keep the good memories

& dispose off the bad memories.

2009-06-17T20:00:00.002+08:00

Halo all!!! Finally came to post. Lazy to post nowadays... Sometimes no mood to. Cried my heart out today... Now eyes damn sore luhs.. x.x Shooting tires me out luhs... But its the only thing tat i can excel in, & oso the thing tat im interested in. But so many obstacles & probs keep coming my way, both shooting & frends, & i dunno how to deal wif them la. So effing frustrated. Well, all im gonna say is i dun care anymore, cos the more i care, the more i feel its getting worse. Everything & everybody's changin, even i myself is. So... Yea... Let nature take its course lors. Ain't gonna tink so much. My brain not so big. LOL.
Hmm... Went out wif Desi mama on mon. Do the IPW design thingy. Met at lot 1 at first, but thrs nowhere to let her charge her lappy, so haf to go to causeway point aft eating pastamania at lot 1. I'm not goin to eat thr le lahs... x.x ate thr 2 times liao.
Reached causeway point, feel tat i was goin to meet some1 i noe thr, but lucky is not some1 tat i guessed. xDD Went to the 3rd floor of the library & found a powerpoint. Started chiong-ing & lala-ing until 6 then i went home aft partin wif desi mama at cck interchange.
Tml goin sentosa wif frends, but i cant find my camera charger!!! Argh!!! I nid it despearately can... Tml go luge & beach thr, then take alot alot pics. Then can take pics underwater(if i wan to). LOL But can't find luhs... Sadded. T.T Hmm... Gtg le. haven't shower since comin bak frm schl, then oso haven't pack for tml. =x Bbye peeps!!

2009-06-10T19:41:00.002+08:00

Yoyoyooooooo!!!!!!! xDD Finally came bak to post le!! Muahaha!!! :p Lots of things happened this wk luhs.. Hmm.. But i only can rmb the recent things. x.x
Firstly, Khai, Cassie mei, Desi mama , Qi Long & Wei Zhi went to Ukash daddy's condo thr to bowl. Was quite ok at first, then began getting 0s. =.=" Ukash's bro damn funny luhs. Keep helping ppl play. Ukash even made him a scapegoat. Evil him... =x Then bowl for 2 hrs went to causeway point w/o ukash & his bro.
When walking out of the MRT, saw dexter. Was damn pai seh can... I faster walk off la. Then mei keep sayin "eh, eh, dexter sia!!!" Then i was keep pushing them, like rushing some sheep like tat. LOL. xPP Went to find places to eat, then went to pastamania. The food is......... Not so nice. x.x Then we started going into shops which we wanna go in while searching for the toilet. xDD Went into a specs shop, was thinking of buying contacts, but i'm still hesitating, cos i got real dark eye rings... T.T Then Khai, Qi Long & Wei Zhi started getting bored, so they went home first. Perhaps Desi mama, mei & I were bcoming (window)shopaholics. xPP
Then went to mini bits. The thing were quite ex luhs, then we wanna buy a dunno-wat-its-called to hang our hp around our neck cos got 3 colours, then we can buy together, but then they cost $24+!! Then we decide to cruise around fr another design which is much cheaper. Then we bought 3 diff colour de for 3.90 each. I was like, woah!! The diff big sia... =xx Then the 3 diff design is checkered de, 1 is black & white, another is blue & red, then red & white. Desi mama chose the blue & red 1, then mei took the red & white 1. So i take the black & white 1 lors. My fav colours oso, so i like it luhs. :DD I hope desi mama & cassie mei like it too.
Then when we in toilet i suddenly haf an idea of taking neoprints, so we went to the arcade. Tats the most fun & in the most hurry de can.. cos got time 1 lar! x.x Then the pics were damn nice can... My first time taking pics wif fanciful posts. =pp My printer now no scanner le, so haf to find a way to get it into the com, then can upload. Mine still wif desi mama, cos i cant cut things straightly. x.x Looking forward to getting it bak luhs. :))
Anyways, tml the NUSIS start le... Good luck everyone!!! Gogo WSSC!!! :DD
Hm... Tats all lor... Gtg le. Bbye!!!!!! ^^v

2009-05-30T23:11:00.003+08:00

Halo all!!! Edited the post which caused alot ppl to come & er... tag. xDD I've edited it le luhs, at least thrs nth to really quarrel abt now. We're both tired... So let it end ya?? But i wanna clear smth here. I jus saw some ppl de blog. Thrs some stupid spammer tat goes around spamming ppl at the wrong time, which cause u all to misunderstand me. I didn't spam u all de blog, I hope tat u all believe me... but if u all don't believe i oso can do nth. Hope tat u all will take down the things tat some of u all write abt me luhs, cos i didnt do anything to u all, not ur blog at least.
Anyways, this whole wk was tiring luhs... Went to sell tickets at Yew Tee. Desi mama help me sell 5 of my tickets luhs.... Love her cannn!!! xDD Then met some baskets who scold ms lina... In army summore. He btr watch out lors, cos Ms Lina & some others saw his name. Anyways, some guys in my class say wanna go ambush Mr Teo de hus, in the end oso didnt. LOL. Then wei zhi they all walk on some stones & grass outside a shop, then is i kena scolded by some passer-by. Stupid lors... =.="
Then today went shooting. Shot a 82.. Haix. Didnt eat breakfast luhs, so damn hungry. x.x Then went to SAFRA wif Sarah, Ben Lum, Daryl & Mr Rahim. Damn fun luhs... Daryl & Ben fooling around like nobody's watching la. xDD Mr Rahim treat us to eat, then the meal cost around $107 la!! Sia la... x.x Then we play wif a real M16 while waiting for the gas tank to fill up. Took a few pics luhs. Going to post it in facebk ltr. =p
Had tiring days, but fun too cos i'm finally EMO-FREE!!! ;DD Thx those who stood by my side all these while, although i may haf wild moodswings every now & then. x.x I'm glad everything's fine now luhs... & my relationship wif some others r much btr, at least to me luhs. Hahas. Tats all for now luhs. Bye peeps, love ya!! X333

2009-05-17T01:23:00.003+08:00

Halo all!! Must b wondering y i so late then post ba... xPP well, cos i now using my bro's com cos hes not at home & i'm very bored~~ Summore i so nv post for so long le, so ps peeps!! xDD
Well, alot of things sure happened this wk... Firstly, EXAMS R OVER!!! WOOTS~~~ KI SIAO TIMEEEE!!!!!!!!! xDD Mayb can hang out wif frends & trg more during exams, cos i'm more at ease le. My first time to seriously study for exams, so... Yea, gonna & hope to haf the best results i haf currently in sec schl. xPP
Next, is tat nic sms-ed almost everyone tat Noel's gonna get expelled. Everyone dunno how true it was, so was like abit half-believe half-suspicious. Summore we cant really go & check it out, cos its like at nite le. x.x So yest, aft the last exams went shooting. Quite ok lahs... My standard dropped bak to my 340-350+ standard. Nid to try to get bak my standard, but not sooo hard till i get all emo-ed up like last time. ;PP Then aft i shot, went down to eat. Halfway, Cassie mei, Elizabeth & shu Jing came running & said tat Noel's really gonna get expelled. So i ran to the office thr & found him wif Isabelle. So was like wandering wats gonna happen, then i nagged at Noel wif Isabelle. Then aft tat, i nagged at Noel & Elizabeth for like 30mins -an hour. xDD
Luckily, Noel's not like some other guys who ignore me luhs, he like took in (at least abit) of wat i've said then really regretted it lahs. So Joey helped too then at around 6 plus we get to see Mr Seet. Was like toking bout Noel, but he kept drilling us all kinda questions. Joey helped, then Cassie was like jus sitting thr then toked abit. Mayb shes jus too tired luhs.... But its ok. At least she got help. :DD We really did our best luhs, but the main thing is like, since his mother agreed to him getting expelled, then wat can we as frends do? So we end up only can ask Noel to write an email to him then tats it.
I'm really sry.. Tat we cant help u to prevent frm getting expelled, but at least thr stands a chance now. I really hope u can stay, & change. I really do.
Yes, I admit tat i always tok bad abt ppl behind their baks & am very bitchy last time, but tats the past, even if its last yr. I've changed, & wat matters is now & the future. I'm so sry to those ppl whom i've hurt, but i dunno wat else to do... Thrs jus too many things tat i've said & did. But this doesnt mean tat u all can malign me abt the things i didnt do, cos i didnt do it. & this oso doesnt mean tat i've not been hurt by some ppl. Dun tink ppl said tat then u believe it. & dun tink ur my senior then u can use ur position & authority to say false things abt me. Say i'm bossy & bitchy, but since u've been tokin diff things to diff ppl & making empty promises, aren't u the one tats so bossy & bitchy??
Ahh.... Feel like crying now aft all tat confessions... So i'm gonna stop for now... So sry tat u haf to read this long long post (& for some of u, its crap) of mine. Bbye peeps... Gonna kept ya posted soon... ^^

2009-05-09T15:24:00.002+08:00

Halo all!! Came to post today.... Cos so sian. xD Eating lunch now... Abit late... Cos i jus woke up. =x Fell aslp at like 12am yest la... Then woke up at 2 today. So i actually slept for like 14 hrs. x.x Turning bak to my last time self le.... Which i dun wan to. Slp until late in the aftnoon, then wasted much time on slping. I rather use those time to mug, surf the net or even watch tv, at least im doing smth other than slping.
Hmm.. So far my exams quite ok luhs.... But someone told us tat we may screw up our english compre.. MAY only, but still ait worried. Didn't do 1 question for lit yest, seniors say alot ppl will fail anyways, so..... No choice lor. Jus pray hard tat at least i will pass. xDD Hesitating whther to study hist... Cos i dun really understand wth cher is saying in class, then aft tat is sci & maths, which carries double weightage. Haix.... x.x
I'm very serious abt exams nowadays le luhs.... Cos i realized how impt it is aft last yr. I oso told my parents im gonna go ki siao aft exmas, so if i too ki siao they must bring me to hospital. LOL. Cos im gonna ki siao playing, & mayb go out wif frends once in a while if my parents allow luhs. Hope can la... See results first lor. =p
Tats all for now luhs. Gtg makan & listen to radio liao. Bbye peeps!!

2009-05-03T13:18:00.003+08:00

Me copying PC(Tofu) mei de hairstyle. xP Omg omg omg... I very zilian nowdays can!!! xD Everytime cut new hair or wat then start goin to my bro rm to use his mirror & take pic. xP Too zilian le, but wat to do? Tats me. =p

Ahh!!! Totally love my new wallet can!!! xDD Not billabong, op or MYUK de, but i still looove it!! =p Went to Jurong Point yest wif my family at around 6+, then walk walk around cos its damn big de can!!! x.x Then went to starhub, but damn small la, plaza oso, jp oso. =x Only a few sony ericsson model, then most of them is like a few months ago de, then the on promo ones is the jing xuan & cassie oso haf de. LOL. So decided to wait till another model comes out lor... Goin to the web ltr to see. Then went to the wallet shop to see wallets(duh!) & pencil case, but halfway my bro & i see the wallets until i 4get abt my pencil case le. LOL. xP

Then on sat, the very first thing (even b4 i wash up) is havin diarrhoea.... Damn xin ku de la!! Walao weh... stomach damn pain at around 10am+ then ran to the toilet. Stuck & tortured inside thr for like half an hour, then aft tat i cant move summore, eyes cant see then hands & legs cramp. x.x Aft tat emo in bed, then nid toilet again. Until like 1 then stop luhs... But cont-ed emo-ing in bed. Lols. The daddy nag nag nag, so i lazily pull myself up frm my bed then go makan. xD Aft tat my bro oso outside, then discovered att my mum & him oso kena diarrhoea. LOL. Shld b the seafood we ate luhs... But tats like er... almsot a wk ago??!! O.o I at first suspect is my mother de curry chicken(again...) but my bro nv eat lei... So not very possible le. =p

Anyways, my mother de neck slant 1 side since like, thurs.... She say mayb cos she like step on the ashes tat ppl burn under the flat, then straight she kena liao. For me is i believe la, cos in the morn & the nite b4 she still ok wat. But her neck now btr le la, only cant turn nia. x.x

Tats all for now luhs. Gtg le. Bbye!!

2009-04-24T22:56:00.002+08:00

Halo all!! Today is such an eventful day in schl luhs.... So many things have gone wrong, but some of the things also haf been completed.
Went to schl today... Then took my mother tongue paper 1 & 2. Whenever someone ask me abt my exams, i will jus say ok lor... So i will do the same here too. xD Ok la... Finished my paper 2, while some couldn't. Then managed to chiong finish my paper 1. =x Then aft tat went for shooting. Alot of ppl luhs.... Then i shot. When Mr Rahim was helping me to fix my alignment, smth inside the gun broke... I so xim tia can..... My heart really felt pain at tat time la..... But lucky now at least got Pardini, so can try to use it lor... If can shoot btr wif tat then i may switch, if not then when my 903199 ok le then must get use bak to the trigger. x.x
Then aft tat emo-ed a while, then go around wif hannah & rian. Aft tat see NCC do their trg below the range at the first floor lors. Then tat stupid Bikini, ask him if his senior will go see them train then he tink otherwise. =.=" Oh ya, tokin bout Bikini!! Its his birthday today!! Sry didnt get a present for u ar.... Dunno wat to buy n didnt noe today's ur birthday. =x
Aft tat slack around more in schl, then went home. On the way home, toked to Hock Yew ancestor. Hes quite a optimistic guy luhs.... & he made me realise tat shooting is a very special sport compared to the other sports, a sport tat challenges the shooter, physically & mentally.
Hmm... Tats all for today ba... Copying my notes more than halfway through le. xD Can't make it w/o Mr Lin teaching us de can.... Can die ar. x.x B4 i go, i wanna say,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BIKINI~~ -^^-

Ok tats all liao. Bbye guys!!! Start mugging for ur exams together wif me ya? Gambate everyone!!! :D

2009-04-21T21:43:00.003+08:00

Yay!! My first successfully edited pic!! xD

Yo peeps!! Changed my blogskin le. I've been using the old 1 for like, a yr or so?? So decide to change lor... Is this btr or the previous 1?? xp Cheng yest help me change the code cos of some error till late at nite luhs... way aft i went off9. x.x
Anyways, tired yet happy today luhs.... Woke up at 5.30, then prepare till 6.45. I oso dunno y i nid so long in the morn luhs... Mayb cos i abit slow when i jus woke up ba. x.x Then got prize ceremony, quite happy luhs. ^^ Captain Mentor Kerropi say this yr we got alot alot alot of medals & trophies, which is gd(ofc)!! xD Then aft tat went bak to class... Geog & maths cher nv come, so all relieve cher. Then i slept throughout the whole hist class luhs... Damn tired. x.x
CD lesson was abit scary luhs... Zul came in, but shouted at our class. Honestly, its useless la, the noisy ones wont even reflect on themselves, not to say even change. But some of them changed this yr... Bcame quite quiet at times. Hahas.
Aft schl, got sci supp then aft tat went home. Gonna go bak to my pri schl on thurs... Got Alumni meeting. xp Hmm... Tats all lor. Bbye peeps!! ^^

2009-04-17T21:26:00.004+08:00

Yo peeps!! Damn happy today... Went for a haircut at Jurong Point. I thinned & layered my hair, then cut my fringe. All this cost like $25.90. Then i oso tell the hairdresser i wear specs then i always tie up my hair, so he got take note then cut accordingly. Much nicer & cheaper compared to msia luhs... The shop de design, ppl quite nice. Got chat wif us, then the person even advised me to cut this n tat style... They're quite prefessional luhs, mayb cos they went on tv b4 & is the salon of a mediacorp artiste & famous hairdresser.

At first i tot shld b quite ex luhs, but in the end not as ex as i tot. Hahas. Then walked around Jurong Point wif my bro's gf.... Aft tat my bro got off frm work & drove us to eat dinner then go home. So high now~~ But i wonder if it would look nice when i tie up my har to go to schl nots.... ahh~~ xD xD

Hmm... tats all for now lor... Jus got home, nid go shower liao. Bbye peeps!!!!!

wats happenin to u??

Aft having a "short break",

u keep hangin out wif the wrong company,

& is not taking note of ur studies.

U look & act like a diff person now,

but i dunno how to say to u,

as i'm afraid tat i might make u cry & heartbroken

wif my straightforward-ness again.

But i almost couldn't recognise u now,

Can u pls go bak to ur sweet, & study-comes-first syle??

2009-04-14T21:17:00.006+08:00

Halo all!!! Its been more than a wk since i've posted.. Lazy luhs.. Ps lor. xP Hmm.... Actually i oso 4get wat i've done for the last wk. x.x But is more relaxed now luhs.... Since MOE Shoot is over le ma. So i goin training for like at least 2 times a wk, instead of everyday. Learn frm Xiu Hong de.... She taught me alot... :D
Our class oso crazy over a few songs too.... Just Dance- Lady Gaga, Insomnia- Craig David, Love Story- Taylor Swift etc. I oso love those songs alot de can.... xD Seri & Radiah de voice oso damn nice ar... Love to hear them sing. xP Elisha, Desi mama, Jeswyn & I also gossiped, toked & studied alot when elisha sat nearer to us. Was laughing like siao everyday luhs, but not forgetting to study too. =p
Anyways, saw my pri schl on the news on channel u jus now can!! Felt so proud & speacial luhs... but at the same times quite remorseful cos i didn't go n help out when my cher wans me to.. cos i nid to train at tat time. x.x
Hmm.... Tats all for now luhs. Gtg le. Bbye!!! :)

Alot of ppl told me abt u,
But i dun totally believe them,
cos i tot tat u may haf changed.
but u suddenly did smth,
which made me to b in a dilemma,
whether shld i believe u,
or wat the others witnessed.
I've been tinking....
R we really meant to be....??

2009-04-03T21:19:00.002+08:00

Yohoo everybody!! :D Damn happy today luhs... Got my very first shooting medal. Yayyy!!! :D Everybody was so high can.. Then everyone scream like nobody's business when our schl r receving the prizes. Everyone look at us luhs, but who cares?? ;D
Hm.... Tats the fun part of the whole day today lors... Had lots of fun luhs, but oso abit of hmk. x.x Well, thrs always a price to pay for everything we do. Anyways, the pics in my cam r all posted on my facebk. So sry to disappoint some of U, but thrs no pics of me & S(cube) (NOT Isabelle, but someone else), so stop askin me abt him n I lors. =p
Hmm... Tats all for now luhs. Nth to say liao now. xD Bbyeee!!! :D

2009-03-31T22:17:00.004+08:00

Yo yo yoo~~!!! xD Finally can come update often le.... But mayb for this wk only lors, cos aft this wk, my parents will b goin to china for like 6-8 days on this thurs then i nid to do ALL the household chores, including feeding my hamsers, dog & turtle, washing my own clothes & uni, mopping the floor, settle my meals, Blah bLah blAh blaH..... If they went last wk n come bak this wk it wouldn't b so bad lor, cos i this wk no training then free abit. But they goin next wk sia... Which is when i will haf to resume my training...

Sianz sia... I wan training to resume lor!!! But aft tat must come straight home, cos i got nv-ending household chores n hmk to do till like the nxt wk de thurs. Haix... But whr got choice?? Jus live wif it lors... x.x Then ppl haf to expect tat my uniform will not b so clean as b4 for 1 whole wk liao. NOOOOO~~~~~~~ =x

Aiyer, dun tok abt this "future" things liao la... When they come then i start worry. =p Hmm.. Jus saw someone de blog. Wanna tok rot abt me tok lor... Those who noe me will noe whether ur saying the truth or not, so my conscience is clear. N who was the 1 who said tat she will always b by my side if i cry?? So now ur proving to me tat its all empty promises n lies huh? Dun ever tink tat i will emo over this kinda thing le can, cos i wont anymore. :)

Anyways, i 4get to tok abt last wk de fri. xD damn fun can last wk!! Was helping out as an equipment control assistant to Edmund, who was oso a Chief Range Officer. Was not used to the sound of the empty shots at first, but got used to it eventually luhs. Then oso alot of prob, but then oso solved in the end. Lucky Edmund oso dun mind, if not i very pressurized sia. xP We chit-chat abt alot of things when thrs no shooters coming for inspection luhs, & found out tat he knew my cousin, n even went overseas wif him. LOL. Had lots of fun being his assistant. =D

During last detail was slacking at the other range, then kerropi n si dexter came. Saw dexter a several times b4, but was strangers then luhs. Then when inspecting his trigger his trigger, the trigger too light, so got impression on him lors. Then got 1 coach laugh at him luhs, so i oso laugh. Damn funny la..!! xD I oso eventually found out tat my cousin noe him too. =x Aft tat kerropi n si dexter was gaying wif each other, sharing a seat. Then he oso began to disturb me, stupid lors.

Then aft the last detail, our schl pack up then go le lors. Then tat si kerropi was raising his eyebrows at me, making me damn awkward la... x.x Stupid lors.. argh. x.x

Anyways, tats all for now luhs.. Nth to say liao anyways. Bbye!! :D

2009-03-26T23:52:00.004+08:00

Halo all!!! Hm... It has been like 11 days since i've posted. xD Been abit busier these days, cos of MOE shoot. Was training like siao lors... But can finally rest le, cos today's the day which the B n C Div pistol gals shot. =p
I sort of screwed up the comp luhs... 347, lower than my norm standard. T_T Then Xiu Yi got 347 oso luhs.... Only Ng Xin Yi shot quite well, 357. Was damn dissappointed can... x.x But its all over, and we haf suceeded in defending the champ anyways, so yea, quite ok lors. xD Aft tat took Mr Rahim de car to go bak to schl first, then Theresa, Amanlia n Cassie joined us. Was laughing like hell in the car can... Damn funny luhs. xP Then went bak to schl, some of the sec 1s even like salute us when we drivin past while they havin PT. We were like.... Er.... Most of the sec 1s oso quite adorable luhs, love them can!!! xP
Then relax a while, slack abit at canteen. xD Ben Lum, Cassie, Jun Ann, Ray and Mr Colin Teo were thr too. Then we chit-chat abt things containing some "adult" contents then Cassie was getting very blur. Uber funny can her, laugh non stop luhs. x.x went up to range aft tat, the range was extremely cold today though. then i suddenly feel slpy when doin hmk, so i jus lie on the table, then fell aslp for like half an hour. I first time fell aslp in range sia. xD My hand oso nv cramp lei, wonder y. ?_?
Aft shooting, couldnt go to MRT wif shooters b4 goin home, cos was havin like a headache, mayb cos not enuff slp ba. x.x Then came bak, straight away slp till 9. Aft i woke up, then go shower. Haix... Gonna slp late today again, cant slp aft i woke up can!! Sianz.... Must wake up at 5.15 liao lor.. Nid reach schl by 6.45 sia!! x.x Hmm... Suddenly missing my classmates sia... My mind randomizing again liao. X{
Tats all for now luhs, aft replying tags then i go chit chat liao. xD bbye!!

Tag replies!! :D

Desi Mama: Hahas i oso veyr addicted to the song. xD This band and their songs quite popular in Korea de, was intro-ed to this song aft my cousin came bak frm Korea. =p

H.H: Hahas halo. Eh, stop raisin ur eyebrows luhs. Very werid sia. O.O

2009-03-15T01:40:00.003+08:00

Halo all!! Today tried to wake up at 9+ 10, but in the end woke up at 12. xD I actually woke up at 9 de lor... Cos my alarm woke me up then i started sms-ing alot of ppl luhs, but then was like wakin up, fell aslp, wake up, fell aslp again all the way till 12. x.x
Then i finally woke up then prepare to go out take LRT. At around 11.15 the train then came then i met bonfurt at cck. We then took MRT to yishun. reach thr le, then bon say he dunno the way. I was like, wth...? Then call sean, he say take bus 171. In the end we ask the reception they say is bus 812. Damn funny luhs. xD
Then bon keep bully me all the way to SAFRA, haix. I so ke lian rite? xP when i reached then i quickly started warming up wif xiu yi. Aft tat then is i shoot le. Went up, not realli much feelings luhs... Jus, shoot lors. I now not nervous luhs, jus treat it as norm trainin luhs, but wif a bunch of strangers. xP
Shoot first series quite ok, then my shots started goin left, move my leg, in the middle then go left again. Was tinkin of stepping bak to align all over, but i jus cant & dun dare to take the risk. x.x so i tried to b patient, but got abit fed up in the end luhs. So jus shoot for the sake of shooting finish... Then got a 2, 6 n a few 7s. Expected it to b 330+, n well, yea. Got a 333 lors... Was abit disappointed de can, cos previously i got 351, which i'm tryin to maintain now.
No choice lors... Jus haf to work harder, find wat went wrong, b more patient luhs. Whenever im free i will always look at the "words of wisdom" at the study corner in the range. Quite meaningful n useful lor... Memorised some of them without noticing. LOL. xD mayb cos i always read it in my mind when i dun shoot realli well.
Then aft tat went bak to schl, then theresa & I dun feel like goin hm. So went to find Mr Teo lor.... Then saw jun jie zhu zhu n shaun thr. So stayed thr a while lors... Then went hm. Ate dinner, changed clothes n went to consult the doc. Came bak, showered & then used com lors. Copied down maths notes for 3.2, then now here i am posting. xD My hol hmk so many can... Our 1 wk hol like 1 month hol like tat. x.x If 1 wk hol so many hmk, then June hols will b.... O-M-G!!! Wth!!!
Haix.... Anyways i gtg le... My eyelids feel damn heavy now. Summore tml i still nid go cdans help hui ning take her medal cos she cant attend tml de prize givin ceremony. So ps can... Takin someone de medal when they r supposed to b the ones takin them. x.x Anyways, will try to post more often de la. Nitez & bye everyone!! ;D

2009-03-03T22:56:00.003+08:00

Halo all!! Its been more than a wk tat i nv post le. Ps lor... Cos common test mahs, no choice but to mug at home lors. x.x
Hm... Lets say abt this common test ba. Most subs quite ok.... Except for lit & today de maths. Lit i totally screwed it up, & maths, didn't finish. =.=" Then mdm tang say lucky mi n cassie nv take chinese ct, cos 80% of the class flunk the test. =x I haven't see the paper yet, but i wonder do i belong to the 20% or 80% of the class who took the test...?? Honestly, I tink even if i pass oso not pass until like so gd luhs, mayb onli by a few marks. x.x
Then aft maths test went to shoot as usual during recess & aft schl. If u ask mi wat happened to mi then, i realli can't rmb luhs. I dunno wth happened on tat day, i onli noe tat i shoot like shit. Then i dun believe it luhs, so went to shoot during pe n recess. Was damn fed up la!!! Still the same, smth wrong wif myself again. I can't concentrate on the sight luhs, for some reasons. Then cried again. Cried for yets n today le can... I realli nid smth to lemme punch luhs. =x
This is the 1st time i felt so frustrated when i shot a 7 lors... Last time i jus say, "aiyer... nvm luhs. Over le anyways. Jus buck up in the other shots lor." Then summore Mr Rahim tell us MOE shoot is like at the end of march cos of tat Asean Youth Games. Then i oso find tat my mentality & feeling for shooting isn't thr anymore... I wonder whr haf they gone to........... Come bak ar!!! Pls!!! T.T
Anyways, gtg off lerx... Damn tired. Wanna rest liao. Nitezzzzzz.......

2009-02-22T01:33:00.003+08:00

Halo all!!! Damn tired yest luhs.. Was ki siao-ing the whole day yest. xD Then aft schl went to shooting as usual, then changed a new grip. Not sure if tats gd not luhs.... Cos shot a 350 yest. Not sure if cos of grip nots... Cos i found a new way of focusing n not tinkin of anything when im shooting. Yea!!! :D Damn happy la!!! xP
Then slept at 11+ yest n woke up at 1.30 today. Pro rite? =p Then aft tat went to greenridge sc to consult doc. Then came home & did my hmk, revise a bit then was starting to do my reflection on monthly shoot. But i dun haf the details abt the shoot & stuff, summore not in the mood to, so plan to do it tml luhs (im damn gd at procrastinating can!! x.x).
Aft tat read a bk michelle lent mi. Got 4 series, then saw michelle readin the last series. The brief description at the bak of the bk & the cover was quite interesting, so i jus lend frm her the 1st series lor... Damn interesting can!!! Im so addicted to it le luhs... This is the 2nd time im addicted to bks other than ghost stories kinda bks. =p Oh well... Haf to b guai & study for ct 1 luhs. Wat choice do i haf when if i dun score well, then my shooting will b gone too?? Haix.. X_X
Anyways, wanna say sry to desi & especially cassie for mi havin random mood swings at them every now & then luhs.... && to Xiu Yi for beating her too hard sometimes.... Sry!!! T.T I somehow can't apologise in the face like cassie always does to mi luhs.... Wonder y. ?_?
Then on tues won't b goin to take MT ct cos goin for comp. Guys damn lucky luhs... Wed comp can skip lit. Wth!!! They gd lor they all.... I wanna switch wif them!!!!!! Sobz.... T.T
Kk haf to go off now luhs. Nid to go slp then tml revise liao. But dunno can revise wat other than maths & science luhs, cos all my humans bks inside the locker. =x Oh well... Maths & science to mi is much more impt, so.... yea. Must revise them first. xD Bbye everyone!! Nitez!!! ^(00)^

2009-02-15T15:56:00.003+08:00

Halo all.... Yest jus had my comp. I totally screwed it up lor!!! Got a mere 320... Haix. Damn disappointing la! My shots keep goin to the left, then i change my alignment every 10 shots, even click my pistol luhs. But still can't. Damn fed up can.... Didn't noe wat to do luhs. Well, 2 more comps to improve myself then is nationals le. If i dun improve in those 2 comps tremendously, then im most likely to screw nationals up luhs. So.. Must buck up lor.....
Anyways, smth happened yest luhs. Some1 so-called 2 time gals luhs. Gave 2 gals 2 diff things & then they discovered lor. Tryin to play safe la tat guy. But lucky both gals oso dun like him. So... yea. Hes gonna b soo dead. =x
Hm... Tats all for now luhs. Ltr got party for my bro cos its his birthday today!! Yay!! So, lets all sing a birthday song to him!! =D
Happy birthday to u
Happy birthday to u
Happy birthday to Binie (Benson)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOOOOOO UUUUU!!!! :D

2009-02-09T22:11:00.003+08:00

Yo all... Powerless & sad today. Went to shooting, then the lights ok liao, except for 1 lane. Then during recess i shoot lor, shot a 92. Was damn happy can!!! Then carry on wif class n all tat.
After schl, had science remedial. Was so restless at the remedial lor. Teasing jingy jingy kiat kiat & stuggling to wait for the time to pass by. While i was waiting, the cher taught us abt ion. I dun get alot of things abt it luhs... She tok until so cheem. x.x
Then aft tat went to shooting aft i ate. Shortly aft, Mr Teo came. I was shocked de can... Then he tot we were supposed to find him ma, but cant cos i havent shoot & he nid to go at 5 when the time is alreadi 4.15pm. XD
So we agree tml meet lor... Then went to shoot liao. Sux can... Didnt even shot a series la! Was seriously reflecting all the way bak hm. Then when Cassie they all goin home, i jus cried sia. Mayb cos im too stressed bahs...
Its like, I'm lacking so far behind others la. Xiu Yi onli shot for 2 months, she hit 361 alreadi. Elsa nv come realli tat often, oso got 350+. Wat abt mi?? Still stuck at the old 345 aft i've hti 350 everytime. Damn fed up la!! WTF IS WRONG WIF MI MAN!!! Summore got monthly shoot this sat, foloed by NTU on common test. Then got 2 months to prepare for nats. Aft tat i haf to watch over my studies cos if this yr de common tests & eoy not gd ar... No shooting future for mi liao. So stressed out can... But then as normal, Xiu Hong toked to mi luhs. Teach mi how to study & stuff. Love her so much de can!!!!!!!!!!! (dun tink too much frm this sentence hor. =x)
Wat the hell is wrong wif mi lor... I nowdays like dun feel like studying summore. Force myself to study, but dun realli get anything in my head cos im E-X-H-A-U-S-T-E-D. But lucky Mr Teo coes how to teach mi in sci n maths other than eng luhs, or else i can die lor. Haix...
Anyways, tats all for this tiring & stupid day luhs. Gtg liao. Eyes damn pain... Nid to slp soon. Nitez everyone!! Zzzz......

2009-02-07T14:28:00.003+08:00

Halo all!! Yest was damn fun de can!!! XD Aft schl, went to bpp wif cassie, noel ruch n others. Bought choc birthday cake & whipped cream. Then noel help mi carry the cake bak to schl. Aft tat, we realised we nv buy plates to put the cream. LOL. So we went to office to take some lor....
Then finally we were rdy & then we sang the song for him. Mayb he did noe or he dont, but zahirah & seri were behind him & then they samshed him wif the cream. Yay!!! My plan suceeded!!! =x but then his contact lenses were damaged. x.x But in the end, everyone who was thr all kanna choc cake & cream, includin mi who planned the whole thing lor. Mi is my hair la.... Washed it 5 times in schl but still haf the cream smell lor. Its not nice ok.... Dman smelly la!! x.x
Then at around 5+ reach home then straight away wash my hair lor. Still got abit cream smell la, but not so cham le. XP Then aft i shower finish, mr teo called mi luhs. Then we chit chat for a while, cos he was in the hospital. 1 of the NCDCC ppl broke his arm when he was running up the stairs, so he was in hospital. So ke lian lor him, haf to go to hospital during his birthday. x.x" At around 8+ 9 then he reach home. Hahas.... But at least we celebrated for him. :D
Didnt bring my camera yest, but i tink mr teo took a few pics luhs, so quite ok lor. Had damn lots of fun yest can!!!! :p Anyways, tats all luhs. Bbye!!! ;D

2009-01-31T14:18:00.002+08:00

Halo all!! This wk was the same as usual, tired!!! XD XD Went shooting everyday, was improving bit by bit. Currently my avg score is around 343-351. Very low la, but can improve de. So must work harder lorx... :D
Then yest went shooting during recess & pe, so i shot finish 400. Got 351. Improve by like 5 points luhs, damn happy. :p Then aft schl didnt realli shoot lor.... So went to play bball. quite fun luhs, btu im like a vase, standin thr, doin nth. X.X" Then penguin shi fu haf backache, so went home early. Then lewis shi fu tell mi to take 1 step at a time lor, wat choice do i haf. =.="
Tats all luhs, gtg liao. Bbye!!!

2009-01-24T19:57:00.004+08:00

Halo all!!! Yest damn fun lorx... Went to schl liek around 7am then help out wif the decors. Aft tat then took pics. Show u all ltr lor. Then at around 9.45 we went to the hall for celebrations. I like the chiense dance this yr luhs, abit of the steps were abti more modern. =p then the malay dance so cool can... I cant make my head move left & right like them luhs. Their dance abti like popping like tat. Haha..... XD
Then aft tat went to greenridge, then went to grps for alumni meeting. The meeting was fun luhs, playin around but then had alot of discussions at the same time. Then tats all lor... Anyways, lemme post some pics. :D

Was drawn by Si Min, but the idea was frm mi. XD

the W/B decorated.

Desi mama, Elisha & I.

The whooooollleee class. Can spot urself?? XD

4 ladies & a gentleman. *ehem ehem* :p

Isabelle & i

Wow.... Whose this? Hes....

ISAAC!!! :D

Amanlia & I.

Xiu Yi & I. Cute rite her? :p

Eh lax la Noel.... No nid so agitated rite...?? O.O"

Xiu hong & i. X33333

Mr Teo & I. The hat so funny luhs. XD

Mr Teo & Elisha.

Isabelle, Me Teo, Cassie & Elisha.

Mr Teo & i. Mr teo w/o the hat looks btr rite?? :D

Daphne & Elisha.

Well.... Tats all luhs. Some of the pics i nv put here will b in my facebook or friendster profile. So if u wan then go thr n take lor. Bbye!! ;D

2009-01-19T22:00:00.003+08:00

Halo all.... wasnt in my best mood today. Went to schl, lessons as per normal. Now lit was gettin alot more interesting, wif ms chang as our lit cher. She so funny luhs, like her teaching style. Include her personal experiences into teaching. :D
Then geog was ok.... except the ws we had as hmk was damn thick. x.x Then aft schl went to shooting. C div gals n bois were told to sit at the study corner to wait for Mr Soh to come. Then he toked to us. Was damn stress can.... a 350+ in the next monthly shoot, which was onli wks aft. Must make sure i can take another blow like sat's. X.X
Then went to emo alone, then qian ying joey they all came n take a look at mi. I'm ok de, dun worry. :) Aft tat did geog hmk in shooting range, cos our pistol was still at cdans. MY DARLING 903199!!! T.T Anyways, then mr poon asked us if thrs anything to improve in the range, then i suggested damn lots of things, like the lanes de thingy all abit sot sot de, except for lane 12. XP
Anyways, then go bball court find penguin shi fu, but hes not thr!! Then walked bak hm wif other shooters, then zhu zhu & xiu yi was all lovey-dovey. =x Went bak hm, sms-ed penguin shi fu, in the end he was havin nite class. LOL. XD Saw xiu yi's blog, she's sooo in love wif zhu zhu. :P Did reflection of my results during comp, & now posting. My fingers so pain can..... Wrote so much. x.x
Anyways, gtg luhs. Play my DJ Max Blacksquare then go slp le. :p Bbye!! -^^-

2009-01-18T14:30:00.002+08:00

Halo all! yest was a damn tired day. Woke up at the normal time, 6am. Then prepare until 7.15 then went to schl. Helped out wif bringin the equipments up to the bus, & i held my pistol tightly on the bus, actually dunno for wat reason lor. Thrs no sharp turns or wat, but i jus wanna hold it tightly. x.x
Then reach thr le, the B div gals r alreadi starting to prepare le. Then aft they shot, rested a while then its the c div gals de turn. I was so nervous de can... Then cheryl & joey come n calm mi down abit. Went to prepare, & shot. Got around 4 consecutive bulls, but then misfired at the 2nd last shot. Die le lor. T.T Didnt tink much abt it luhs, then went to eat. Then Mr Poon, Mr Soh & Mr Rahim came down wif c gals de score. I tot i could get like at least a 330, but no lor. Onli 316. I was shocked de can.... Then Mr Poon toked to mi. Cried for like, more than an hr can... I didnt realli cry totally cos of my results luh, but cos Mr Poon & Mr Soh was disappointed. Its like, Mr Poon dote on mi so much, then is like i let him down alot lor. T.T Then Li Mei toked to mi alot of info & things abt shooting luhs, which made mi calm down bit by bit. Aft tat played wif others as usual, then saw someone's other gd side. XD
Then aft the comp went to mac to eat, cos mummy say nth to eat at home. Then jun jie zhu zhu sent mi home lor. Tot i could stay up to watch the 11.30pm show on channel u, but couldnt. My eyes were swollen & was uber tired. So i fall aslp & woke up today at abt 1.30pm. XD
Haix... damn traumatized luhs... Not sure if im gonna shoot anytime soon, but another monthly shoot's comin on Feb's 2nd sat, at SAFRA. Will see my cousin thr, so will b stress abit then not sure how i will score at tat time. x.x
anyways, gtg to my cousin de hus thr go buy cny clothing. So, bbye everyone!! ^^

2009-01-10T15:38:00.003+08:00

Yo everybody!! Yest was finally a fun n great day luhs. Went to schl, then go my previous classrm. Xiu Yi was thr, then we chatted abit. Then poh ching's sister, my teddy bear, came. Then we chat chat chat, until spontaneous writing wanna start le then go bak.
Then jes started copyin the qualities tat young ladies & gentlemen shld haf frm the handbk, then alot of us follow suit. XD Then for science class, i almost fall aslp can... She tok damn soft & slow la. Dunno is she realise i goin to fall aslp or wat, then she say 'i noe this chap quite boring, but try to memorise & undersatnd k?' Then i was awake. LOL. =x
Aft tat hist class. Mr Leong very funny luhs, but then aft a while jing xuan come n tell shooters to go help out. So aft a while Cassie & I went off lor. Then we suddenly rmb tat Xiu Yi was included in the list. Then we went to find her. Aft tat we 3 went to range help out. I taught the sec 1s to do wat they shld luhs, then ask keroppi to teach them how to pump gas.
Aft tat, cos too mani wanna try rifle le, so i jus teach ppl how to shoot rifle lor. Then got 1 gal very cute de luhs, then keroppi n i keep teaching her then she keep suan keroppi. haha.... =x
Aft tat i taught a few others, quite cute luh some of them, then some nv shoot b4 but quite pro. 1 other cute de is quekie the 2nd. He's quekie de cousin, but alot shorter. =x They dun realli look alike, but will find him familiar for some reasons. He haf abit of "quek" genes luh, shot quite well oso.
Then shooting ended at around 2. Si bei early luh, but no choice, cos Mr Rahim's sick. Then ash, aden, mi & shu jing plan to pei xiu yi for a while cos she haf to wait until 6.30 to go for the scholarship award. Then met vivian & lewis. Went to learn & play ABC, then Lewis & Peng Jie(penguin) bcame our shi fu. LOL. XD
Learnt alot of ways of scoring luhs. Then agreed to meet someday to cont our... Er.. Can say "training" luhs. =p Then went bak home. Was damn tired la. x.x Then showered, ate & slept. =x
So here i am, posting here. Hmm.... Next Sat is our comp date le... The Hometeam NS invitational shoot. So mi n Xiu Yi named our team, the Xy Team!! Yeah! ;D Cos Ng Xin Yi, mi & Xiu Yi de name all start wif xy ma, so call ourselves xy lor.
Anyways, im gonna end this super-long post here, oh n btw, Mr rahim!!! Get well soon yea? & everyone, TRAIN HARD FOR THE COMP!!! JYJYJYJYJY!!!!!!! Bbye everyone!! ^^v

2009-01-04T18:36:00.006+08:00

Halo all!! Last fri was the first day of schl. Was both happy & not so happy. =x Went to schl, then had assembly. Assembly was looooonnnnnggggg. But then i liek the story mr seet told us, & it often happens de luhs. Anyways, then went bak to classrm. Then Mr Lin was our FT. He quite ok luhs, at btr than someone. x.x then recess. Went to look around. All come frm my schl de i oso dunno de can.... Wth luhs. XD
Then went to book locker, was late for science class. Then our sciencer cher was Ms Zhou. Shes so... I dunno wat to say luhs. She jus start class straight away lorz. Make everyone wanna slp. =p Then aft schl went shooting. Mr Rahim then gave mi a jacket wif my name. So nice luhs!! Loved it!!! But i haf to get champ for comp in exchange for the jacket. x.x Although i'm not sure if i will get champ, but i will gif it my very best de!!!! -^^- Anyways, long nv shoot le can... Miss my 903199 so much. XD Then shot. Quite ok luh, cos very long nv shoot ma. xp Then 1 senior toked to mi, say i was disrespectful to my seniors. K lor... Mayb i was, so i accept luhs.
Then found out tat another senior didnt include mi into the list to help out, i was devastated can... Then i cried again. Xiu Hong was thr again to comfort mi. T.T Oh fk... Damn frustrated la. Cried on the first day of schl..
Anyways, gtg luhs. Haf family gathering today. =p oh ya, must say sry to uncle zul & my seniors, cos i ignored him cos i was cryin, dun feel like tokin at tat time. Then seniors is cos i was disrespectful to them when im not shooting well. So sry zul & seniors!!! So... Bbye!!

2008-12-31T20:04:00.003+08:00

Halo all!! Hmm... 2 more days to schl reopen le. FINALLY!!! Was rotting at home lor... So sianz. Came bak frm taiwan around a wk ago. Thr so fun to shop de la, a gd spot for relaxation too. Trust mi, u all wont regret if u all went thr de, especially gals. XD Eh, wont b posting the pics here le, cos i lazy luhs. =p But i got them on my friendster & facebook, so, go & take a look if u wan yea? ^^

4 more hrs to the new yr le, so let's welcome it wif cheers yea? Heres to all,
Happy New Year everyone!!!! -^^-

2008-12-17T21:57:00.003+08:00

Halo all!! I'm currently in taiwan now. =p Here so mani things to shop la... Mostly for gals. For guys har... Hmm... Very few luhs. I tink guys haf to either pei gals go shopping if not sit at a cafe & wai for a few hrs for us to shop. Lolx. But i nv realli bought alot of things la... Jus a nike shoe, some accessories like bracelet, necklaces & rings. A portion of them is a gift for some ppl lor. Mayb start of the yr ba... If not then during their birthday lor. xp
The pair of nike shoe cost S$50 onli nia, damn cheap de can?? Summore is sg dun haf de edition. Even if haf oso cost like at least S$80+ de lor. Then so happy luhs. So happy tat i straightaway wore it today. XD
Hmm... Left wif 6 more days. Gonna go to another part of taiwan tml, & we haf to like take 3 hrs of bus lor. Sianz........ Then wonder if tat hotel haf this free internet access ma. =p cos mostly i go de hotel no internet or even com for us to use de lor.... Even if haf oso nid $$. =.=
Soo... Tat ends my post for now luhs. Mayb gonna post few days ltr. ;D Bye!!

2008-12-12T22:47:00.007+08:00

Yoz everybody!!! Went shooting outing the day b4. It was soooo fun de can!!! XD In the morn Jing Zuan, Jun Jie, Jie Ming & I went to cck to meet up wif joey & others. Then went to bukit batok. Went to macs, as we were too earli le. Then wait until like few mins for Zul they all then he say he will b late, so we walked to CSC. Then we walk halfway, mr rahim clal say he dunno how to go. SO Joey & mi went to west mall to find him, but then in the end he say nvm he will find his way thr. Then Joey & I were like... omg.. Haaf to walk all the way bak.
Then no choice lor... Jus walked bak by ourselves. Then saw carene & xiu hong, so we walked together. Went to the bowling club, then started bowling. At first i was like, keep kanna gutter lor. Sianz... Aft tat then slowly slowly getting btr. Even got 1 time tyco then strike sial. =p
At around 4 the everyone stopped their game & started goin to meet up wif zul at lot 1. But then mi, kerropi, Benjamin (lum), Nifail, Daryl & Jing Xuan took mr rahim de car, so we waited until like 5+ then go Sakura. On the way, ben & nifail is so noisy de can. Lolx. But then i fell aslp. =p When we reach, the restaurant wasn't open yet, & zul they all haven't reach. Waited for a few mins, the restaurant opened then we went in first. Waited thr, then finally they came. Started goin around to see see (cos is buffet) , then took a few dishes then went bak to eat. We onli ate a few dishes then jing xuan full liao. Joey stop her frm gettin her dessert, & gave her more food instead. XD
Then finally i oso full le, so started tokin lor. Then Zul dunno drunk or wat. Sot sot de. So i went to his table & then i laughed like siao la. When we ate fnish Zul even did pole dance outside when thr r other ppl lor. =x Si bei funny luh him. Then at the bus stop helped zul & his bros took a few pic & then took the bus. Zul still keep jokin la... Makin mi lose my balance. x.x Then finally reached home, at around 11 ba.
I realised whenever i go out i always reach home at around midnight de luhs.... Dunno y. But lucky my parents nv scold or ground mi frm goin out. So, I MUST GET GD RESULTS FOR MY EOY NEXT YRRRRRR!!!!! x.x x.x
Hmm... tats all for now ba. Soo... bbye!!!! xp

2008-12-08T23:18:00.004+08:00

Halo all! Today no shooting... Haix.. So sian de can!!! Anyways, went to bpp wif my parents aft i woke up at around 4pm. Wore my new white fbt which i bought few days ago when i went to bpp wif Joey, Ng Xin Yi, Hannah, Else & Li Mei. Aft i wore i tink i wanna buy another black fbt shorts... Cos my current 1 is XL then is so big de can... =x mayb will buy when i haf the time then gif my current 1 to my relative. XD
Anyways, saw Aden when i was in bpp eating at KFC, but i didnt call him. =x Then aft tat went to ayies to buy some hair clips & a hairband. My hair clips have been missing de lor.... =.= Aft buyin then went to popular to buy maths assessment. Im a guai kia rite? XP No la... Actually is cos i see ppl started studying for next yr le, so i wanna start now lor... I dun wan my results for EOY next yr to b like this yr de.... Sux like hell. >.<>

2008-12-07T19:26:00.008+08:00

Halo all! Went to watch Bolt yest wif my bro, his gf & frends. So funny la!! Especially the hamster, Rhino. Lolx. U all must go & watch lor!! Its more than a cartoon although its funny la. XD Then aft tat went to eat supper at botak jones. Then my bro de frend show mi a magic trick cos the 4 of us si bei quiet. >.<
Aft tat then my bro & him keep tellin mi n my bro de gf jokes then i keep beating my bro de frend. =x Then cos we waited for like 45 mins, then the supervisor came & tell my bro smth. Aft tat we were wondering wat he said, then my bro de frend say the supervisor said tat she will offer us the meal F.O.C. Then i dun believe, then bet wif him say if I wrong then he can pinch mi bak. Then in the end we ate F.O.C. Ahh!!!! >.< But then in the end he nv pinch mi luhs.... Hehe. =x
Anyways, tats all for now lor.. Tml no shootin... Haix. >.< Will b so sian de can!! Well, nth more to say le luhs... So.... Bbye!! x.x

2008-12-02T17:35:00.003+08:00

Muahahahahaha!!! xp was zilian-ing since yest night till today morn cos i jus cut my hair & changed my specs. Lolx. My new fringe is nice de can...... Light & short. Not like last time, long & heavy. My head used to slant abit to whr my fringe was last time, then look like i got stroke. LOL. =x For my specs, not realli much change la, then still haf prob wif it, slanting sideways & stuff.

Anyways, went to schl today. Mr Rahim gave mi $10 cos i got 2nd in top 8 sial. So gd lor him. Hahax... Then shot using the new pallet. The new pallet doesnt realli help in terms of performance, & was makin mi detoriate instead. >.<>

Then went greenridge. Saw alex & xiao beng. So long nv see xiao beng le, grow tall le wor. XD XD Then went to spec shop to adjust abit,but in the end still still slunt abit. >.<>

Hm.... tats all for now lor. Wanna go play audi le. XP sayonara~~!!

2008-11-30T13:29:00.003+08:00

yoyoyo everybody! Lolx. Nth to post nowdays..... But luckily mei wan mi do quiz, then i post. muahahaha. =x Mayb cos other ppl oso nth to post, so they started doin quizzes. ;p Anyways, lets get started!!

1. The person who tagged.
- Poh Ching mei =D
2. Your relationship with him/her.
- Sisters. Lolx .
3. Your impressions of him/her.
- Hm... A gd mei? =x
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
- Cant rmb :X
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you.
- Forgot lol .
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
- I'm not a lesbian. =.=
7. If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
- I alr said im not a lesbian ..
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
- Hm.... Ignore her ?
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
- She betray me ba .
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
- Tell her that I love her :P
11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
- Helpful , cute & cheerful .
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
-I don't know .
13. The characteristic(s) that you love about yourself are:
- Er..... Tat im serious in wateva i do? >.<
14. On the contrary, the chracters you hate yourself are:
- I cant get good results & my nagginess. :(
15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
- Myself .
16. For people who cares about and likes you, say something to them.
- Tys . :D
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you:
#1: HuiHo
#2: Nerissa meowster
#3: Rosemarie
#4: susanna
#5: magdeline mei
#6: ting hwee
#7: Xue Ling
#8: Desi
#9: Isabelle
#10: enabelle
18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?
(Ting Hwee) -Not sure . Perhaps i can ask her bro (tan ting yew) =x
19. Is no. 9 a male or female?
(Isabelle) -Female .
20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
- They dun even noe each other. =.="
22. What is number 2 studying about?
- sec 2 subs next yr .
23. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
(rosemarie) - Few weeks ago .
24. What kind of music band does no. 8 like??
(Desi) - Not sure >.<
25. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
- Yup .
26. Will you woo no. 3?
- Of cos not , im normal .
27. How bout no. 7?
- =.=... Im not a lesbian, im STRAIGHT. ok?
28. Is no. 4 single?
(susanna) Hm.... I tink so. >.<
29. What is the surname of no. 5?
(Magdeline mei) Oh shit!! I 4got. =x
30. What's the hobby of no. 4?
(susanna) - Hm... Shld b playin her instruments wif WSMB ba...
31. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
(susanna & Isabelle) - Hm.... Dun tink so. >.<
32. Where is no. 2 studying at?
(Nerissa mewoster) - West Spring Secondary School (:
33. Share something casual about no.1?
(Hui Ho) - LOL. She always craps & gossip alot wif me :D
34. Have you tried developing feeling for no. 8?
(Desi) - ............ Shes a gal like mi yall. =.=
35. Where does no. 9 live at?
(Isabelle) - I dont know , lol .
36. What colour does no. 3 like?
(Rosemarie) - Not sure .
37. Are no. 5 and no. 1 best friends?
(Hui Ho & Magdeline mei) - They dont know each other .
38. Does no. 1 have any pets?
(Hui Ho) - Nope.
39. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
(Xue Ling) - hmm... no ba. Shes more to cool :)
40. What is no. 10 doing now?
(enabelle) - I did not put a camera on her, so i dunno. But i guess is audi-ing ba. xp

FINALLY. XD XD K so the quiz ends here le. Quiz so ma fan lor... When i copy & paste the posts all stick together, then must space out by myself. This quiz n last time i do desi de took mi abt half an hour, so im gonna end this post soon. =x Bye bye!!! XD

2008-11-26T14:52:00.002+08:00

Hi everybody..... Uber emo today. Went shooting, & shot a idiotic 328 during the mock compeition. Oh hell..... My scores haf been dropping since i got a 350 can?? Wtf la... I didnt even get 1 bullseye during the mock compeition. Cried like siao lor..... Then Mr Rahim came & comfort mi.
Super stressed these days..... The newcomers r strong de sial.... Especially someone. A few of u shld noe who ba... =x i haf nv encountered this kinda stress this yr la... Not even in my studies lor!! Haix.... Then tok-ed to my rifler cousin, ryo pigster!!!!!! Then he taught mi how to shoot, dos & don'ts , wat shld i do n try tml & stuff, then got btr now.
But i was so stressed tat i'm wondering if i shld quit shooting luhs..... Can someone gimme advice...?? I feel like im bak to my emo self few mths bak sial...... I dun wanna get bak to how i was!!!!!!! >.<" Anyways, made specs yest, hoped this would help my shooting, even if it was a little................... Ok enuff tokin abt emo stuff, if not i will realli b bak to my old self.
Went to see JJ Party 3 few days bak. Was sitting at a gd seat luhs, then went toilet. Came bak, everyone was sitting at the very bak. Wth!!!! JJ was the size of a toy la!!! Wonder who initiated us to go in front de lor... Tell them not to move le but someone still tell them to move. Aft tat went to find food, but everywhr was closed. =.= Then took the MRT until Jurong East then carene scandal de parents drove quekie, charmaine n I home. So gd luh her parents. Xp then reached home at abt 12am. >.<
Ah... Tats all luhs. Gtg shower liao, jus came bak frm bpp. XD Bbye!!

2008-11-22T21:58:00.003+08:00

Halo all! Yest our schl open hus, then helped out at shooting range. My first shift was to usher & ans any questions tat the parents & ppl asked, so yea, quite ok at first lor. But then i was uber frustrated ltr cos we dunno if thr was any free lanes & other stuff.
Then Jie Ming was the sc ma, then a parent asked him question he was like.... er.... Lolx. Cant stand it liao lor, so go help him. Jie Ming oso ar.... very funny lei him. Can ask them refer to the paper as hes not a shooter wat!!! Gong dai kia lor him. =x & Kai xin, stop sayin hes my lao gong or wat la... HE'S URS!!!!! =x =x
Anyways, then went for lunch & changed shift. I went to teach ppl how to shoot. The children r so kawaii de can??? Omg!!!! XD XD Then got 1 boi i tok to him in chinese he say he not chinese, he 100% malay. But then he look like chinese lor!! So cute sial. Lolx. Aft tat my audi frend dushu came. I was shocked sial... Lolx. Then i cont wif my teaching, finally he went home. Lolx. Cos i so ps can.... So busy until cant attend to him.
Then aft tat pack up & then went home. Oh ya then Mr Poon gave us tickets to jj lin de party tml!!! Ahh!!!!! So excited de cannnnnn!!!! XP Then i nobody to partner, so i partner benjamin lum lor. Haha.... Well, gtg le. nth to post anyways. So Bbye!!!!!

2008-11-20T23:08:00.003+08:00

Yo everybody!!!!!!!! Its been more than a wk since i've posted. Lolx. Cos nth to post ma... Go shooting every wkdays, then wkend rest, play audi. =x But then i today suddenly wanna post, so i posting now lor. >.<
Today went shooting, then trial pratice for a while then shot. Shoot n shoot then got briefing for tml de open hus. I will be the person explaining shooting to the parents..... Oh well, i like tokin anyways. xp Then aft tat Mr Rahim suddenly wan us to try a new kinda pallet, Diablo Sport. Sounds kinda... cool, so i tried first. When i shot i was like, WOAH!!!! Nice sial the pallet!! Its almost like no recoil at all luhs.
Then Mr Poon tell mi to shoot 40 shots in competition format but i onli shot 20 cos no time. Then a stupid guy who has the PRINCE DISEASE came & curse mi to get 7 la, out la, wateva. Call mi shameless summore. Like he SO BIG. =.=" Say ppl can then other ppl say him then he angry. Idiot sial....
Aiyer dun tok abt tat guy who got prince disease luhs.... Tml open hus le!!! Nid to rest. XD May post pics abt open hus tml or sat, see first lor. Anyways, i will end this post here!!! Bbye!!~~

2008-11-08T19:06:00.004+08:00

Yoz everybody!! Nth to post nowadays... No schl, onli shooting. Zhu zhu, xiu hong, kerropi they all went to japan, so shooting very quiet lor... >.<>
Anyways, desi mama wan mi to do a quiz, so i do lor, nth to do anyways. XD

#1) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

#2) Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

-Do you have secrets?

yeah. I bet everyone do have secrets. ^^

~~-Would you fall in love with a girl younger than you?~~

-Would you fall in love with a guy younger than you?

Well....... I dunno. Perhaps. ;p

-Do you hate blog quizzes?

Sometimes, when i haf nth to do then ok lor. But i hate it then i copy & paste then evrything is joint together, like this one. >.<

-Do you enjoy going to school?

Yea, most of the time. Its btr than havin nth to do at home.

-What would you do with a billion dollars?

donate some of it & use the rest on i wanna buy, then save the rest.

-What is your view towards love?

hmm.... Not sure. So far i onli felt infatuation, not love, i tink. XD

-Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

sometimes its both, but normally being loved by someone is more blessed. xp

-List out your 15 favouite songs

most are on my music player.....

-If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

make friends with him/her, or else can i do? >.<

-Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?

yeah. when ppl understand wat i want & how im feeling.

-What makes you angry?

when ppl forced me do something that i hate most.

-How would you see yourself in 10 years time?

23, shooting instructor like my coach now. =x

-Who is currently the most important people to you?

friends, parents & relatives ofc. ;D

-What is the most important things in life?

Freedom & setting goals to improve myself.

-Single or attached?

Single. >.<"

-What is your hated colour?

none. i love all colours. ^^

-Would you really give all in a realtionship?

erm, maybe. XD

-If you fall in love with two people simultaneously,who would u pick?

omg! This is hard... but i tink i will ofc choose the guy whom i feel tat has some feelings for mi too. =x

-Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?

Mayb will forgive, but not reali forget ba.... >"<

-Fart or burp?

Burp, & say excuse me aft tat. XD

ppl that i wanna to TORTURE xp Carennnneeee scandalll, Isabelle, poh ching mei, regine & xiao qi.

2008-11-02T15:30:00.002+08:00

Yo everybodyy!!! Came to post abt fri. Lolx. Fri morn, went shooting. I shot my first 95 on tat day!!! Woots~~~ Then rubbish binjamin came & disturb mi, made mi lost the feeling which i had when i shot my first 95. But its ok, got it bak eventually. XD
Then went home, desi helped mi chose a formal dress. I wore tat dress 3 yrs ago, when my bro got married. I didnt noe still can wear sial... XD then i tot everyone wore like this luh, but went thr, ppl wore mini skirt, skinnies. I was like, wth? Shld haf wore mini skirt luhs!!! Wear until like tat si bei ma fan lorx.... Argh... But its ok, took a few pics. Xp
The musical was like, cant hear anything. Can onli hear wat isabelle said. Then some ppl played nintendo, some listening to songs while others tok. For mi, i tok hile listening to songs. XD XD Aft the musical shooting de ppl went to eat, then took MRT home. Uber tired, & some things happened on the way. XD So we alighted somewhr, & then board the next train. When i reached home, its like midnight le la, then jun jie zhu zhu sent mi home. Haha.... =x =x Then showered & slept straightaway. Lolx.
Anyways, heres the pics.

Xiu Hong & I at a bridge near the threatre. Lolx.

Grp photo on the bridge. Xiu hong de post nice rite? XD XD

A more formal grp pic in front of fullerton.

Tats all the pics i took at the musical luhs. XD XD Gtg le... Bbye!! ;D

2008-10-29T16:32:00.002+08:00

Halo all!! Today was a tiring day.... Somehow these few days i cant wake up at 8 am when i already had 7-9 hrs of slp then was late for shooting today. Shot 4 cards, 2 front 2 bak. As usual, the bak cards de grouping was ok while the front cards r quite ok too.
Thr comes Top 8, & my score sux. Im the lowest in the 2 details.... 78/100. Far below average man... Was devastated. Then Mr Rahim help mi wif my alignment, & zero-ed my gun, but still no use. I felt super hopeless at tat time luh, then i cried. I was like, wth?? Am i realli... Realli tat lousy? I cant even shoot all in the black normally. Wth is wrong wif mi???!!!!!! I cried & cried, then jun jie zhu zhu accompany mi. Lolx. Then Mr Rahim, Xiu Hong, benjamin, cheryl & jing xuan came & comfort mi. Then they made mi laugh. They drew on the board, then jun jie gave a nick name to benjamin, rubbish binjamin. LOL. XD
Nice rite his nick name? =x =x Then Mr Rahim helped mi improve my grip oso, but y is like the grip always haf gaps.... Dun tell mi next time is too tight lor... Im gonna kill myself if tat happens sial........ Y can't i jus shoot properly??? WHY WHY WHY??!!!!!!
Argh.... Enuff tokin bout shooting luh.. Mayb cos of my Eoy results & puberty..., tats y my score bcomes like tat. =x Anyways, aft tat xiu hong, jing xuan, jun jie zhu zhu, rubbish binjamin, shu heng & i walk to bpp. Then halfway xiu hong wan go to peng guang hus, so we folo her lor. Then aft tat jun jie zhu zhu, jing xuan & i went to bpp then shaun met mi thr. We ate, then shaun left halfway. =.=" werid rite him? Lolx. Then walk walk around bpp, & here i am! Posting for u all to seeeee!!!! XD XD
Aiyer.... cant stop tinkin bout shooting.... But seriously.... WAT IS WRONG WIF MI??!! I dun even noe wats the prob... issit mi or my gun, or both. I still haf probs wif my alignment though.... Tats the biggest prob of all. Haf to train more weights frm now on, to stablize my hand. Summore now got ppl comin in, may replace mi, i dunno. So haf to jia youuuu!!!!!!! CHIONG AR!!!!! XP
Enuff tokin luhs.... Gtg train weight liao. Bbye!! ^.^

2008-10-28T18:25:00.002+08:00

Halo all!!! Yest was deepavali, then went Mr tanaball hus. Jing Xuan, Jun Jie, quekie, ash & I sat on my bro's car then jing xuan & I sat in the front seat. She so light sial. Lolx. Then they all keep tok rubbish. Lolx. When reach thr onli the 5 of us then ms ong, mr rahim & mrs liau came. When we reach thr the doorstep haf like a flower drawn by mr tanaball & his family then jing xuan go step. In the end her leg got colour. We laugh like siao la. XD
Then went in & ate. Started vs-ing each other in djmax, kept losing but won a few rounds. Lolx. Very fun luh. Aft tat went mr rahim hus cos those goin japan nid to take their jacket. Then ate loads of choc thr, & looked at mr rahim's throphies & the photos when he was young. Very handsome lor. Lolx. Then went home around abt 5+ goin 6, reached home around 7. Lolx.
Today went shooting, then shot a few rounds. Drop tremendously man..... Totally sux. Man.... my results all already like shit liao la... Then kanna nagged by my parents, gonna restrict mi frm my freedom once again, most probably. Then my dad keep threatening mi sayin if my results not gd summore, no hp & goin out for mi. Most importantly, NO SHOOTING OSO. I was like, walao.... I'm passionate for shooting & even if i quit, no CCA points in sec 4 then oso not gd wat. Shooting oso can help mi get into JC rite? Wth... Si bei angry luh. If he threaten mi summore im not gonna bear wif it anymore lor, gonna quarrel wif him liao. Jus cos of results wanna threaten until like tat & strain our relationship wif each other, wats the point sia??
Argh.... Si bei bad mood now. Nth to say liao anyways, so bye bye.

2008-10-25T14:32:00.002+08:00

Halo all!!! So long nv post le.... Cos i was si bei tired frm sports day. I was soooo tanned frm sports day tat even my scalp hurts... But its ok now. XD Then went shooting yest, & thr was TOP 8!!!! I was like, omg omg omg.... Super nervous de ok??!!! Then onli got 1 bullseye, & scored around 73/76. Below average..... Wth. =.= Then li guo was thr keep saying ppl joker. Hes a JOKER himself lor. LOL. =x
Then keep scoldin Jie Ming, for some reasons. Hmph. Then b4 top 8 i ask him help mi take care of my wallet, hp & ring. But my ring went MISSING!! Oh well... Wats meant to b mine will b mine, wats not will not b. But if anyone took it, PLS return it to mi. Its of sentimental value. Its a silver ring, then in the middle can turn de. Pls do return it to mi, if u haf taken it... >.<
Oh ya & got my results for EOY. My results sux.... Lvl position, 168/199, class is 25/36. Onli aced my geog, others mostly is B4. I onli failed my hist though, which i noe i will long time ago. =x Then got nagged & scolded by my parents, which made mi reflect on myself... Haix... Nid to jyjyjyjyjyjy for next year!!!!! >"<
Anyways, mr tanaball invite shooting club de ppl go his hus on mon fo deepavali. Not sure can go nots, for some reasons. >.<>

2008-10-19T16:12:00.003+08:00

Halo all!!! Finally decided to post. Lolx. Was resting for the last few days cos both my arms hurt frm clayshooting. I even missed shooting on fri.... SOBZ!!!! Felt so bored & werid without shooting when in range. Lolx.
Anyways, clayshooting was cool & fun. The sound was like, BOOM! Then the ground shook a little. Love the sound frm far when see ppl shoot la, but not realli when u shooting. LOL. =x The recoil was like, wth. Pearlyn, Cassie & mi were like groaning. Lolx. Took pics, especially when Rian was like shooting all the clay targets everytime. He shot 14/15 clay targets lorrrr.... WTH!!!!! As for mi, i got an egg. =x i didn't shot any target luh.... Haiz.... Then when i shooting tty help mi take pic. Take until ppl playin table tennis. LOL. =x
Show u all the pics ltr. B4 tat, there was the entrepreneurship workshop. Quite ok luh, but a fkin guy frm the horny gang in our class go push all the bame on mi when prizes r jus sweets. Pro rite? Everytime oso like this de lor. Kb de sial.... Dun like tat la, u wan the sweets rite? Next time buy 1 whole can for u la..... Irritating. =.= Then ofc i cry lor... Then mayb nv cry for a long time so the tears keep flowing, nv stop. Lolx. But at least i de stress abit le la. Haha...
Kk dun tok too much liao. Let u all see the pics ba.

Keroppi!!!! Muahahahahahha!! =x

Joey & pearlyn. Pearlyn smile is cute de can...!!! xp

Quekie & Rian. Bros 4eva!!! (lok at rian head though. =x)

The clay target. So small lor... But rian still can get 14/15 of the clay targets. Pro sial.... XD

The gun. Its cool de la!!!

Keroppi, rian they all shooting.

Mi, cassie & Teena listening to the instructor.

yun rui & carennnneee scandallllllll!!! x333

Joeyy!!! Shes cute de can......!!!

Rian & cheryl..

Rian, wif a scary look. LOL. XD

Joey & cheryl. Joey so ke lian... Kanna bullied by cheryl. XD

A group pic!!! Yeah!! ;D

And so tats ends clayshooting. Its cool luh, a very fun experience. Anyways, gonna end my post here le. Bbye!!! ^..^

2008-10-14T23:28:00.002+08:00

Halo everybodyyyyy!!!!!!!!!! Both happy & sad today luhs... got bak my maths & chinese results. Chinese can accept la, but maths totally sux man. My parents sure nid to see mrs yip liao lor if my results all like tat. =.="
Then went shooting. Started shooting a few cards, then started lookin at Jie Ming, Glen, Shaun they all shoot. This grp of bois tyco sial... Grouping pro luh. Then when they went home, monster keroppi & xiu hong coach mi. I must rmb to FOLLOW THROUGH!!! If not my shots will go haywire. Then i shot n shot, then mr poon started to challenge shu heng, then i oso participated. Slowly ash they all oso come & try. Disturb disturb 1 lor they all when ppl shoot. Then for fairness, everybody used the same gun & shot 5 shots. Lolx. But i scored the highest, 42/50!! Woots~~!!!
But then mr poon nv treat mi anything.... =x jkjk. Haha.... Super happy today luhs... My shooting skills improvin but when mr rahim say i will get 90+ as average next time he am chio(secretly laugh) sial..... Then i beat & scratch him. muahahahaha.... Then when i shooting keroppi keep making mi & jing xuan laugh la... Disturb Disturb 1 lor him. Aiyer. =x
Anyways, sebassssstian say he wan mi post the neoprint on my blog. So here goes!!!

TWIST!!! XD XD So cute la... Then for the 2 guys behind, they look... *ehem ehem*. =x

The natural us, nv edit & nv prepare. LOL. =x

all no expression. Lolx.

LOVES!!! ^..^

Tats all for now luhs. Gtg le, tml still got schl & shooting. Bbye!!! ^..^

2008-10-10T22:02:00.002+08:00

Halo all!!! Came to post today, cos smth happened yest. Lolx. Yest Carene scandal, Cheryl, Bonfurt, Poh Ching, Sebas & mi went lot 1. Then actually wanna eat sushi de, btu start at 3 then when we reach onli 2+. So went arcade, then took neoprints. First time took, then si bei funny la carene & cheryl make until. Then went we wanna go in, sebas say he gtg to training. Then saw zhao xun kor, guo wei & their frends. Went in, ate lots lots & lots.
Then joey came. We ate again, then played the "takin pic" game cos i saw joey very kawaii when she eat la!! XD Then saw Mr Lee / Li, i dunno. =x lolx. Then cheryl & mi go di siao him. Lolx. Aft tat went walk walk, then havent even walk one floor bonfurt go pao niu liao. =x then bought things for my dog, & went home. Didn't eat dinner, cos si bei bloated luh. Lolx.
Anyways, heres the pics. Dun b angry ar, when u saw urself thr. =x =x

Bonfurt & sebas at the arcade when we lining up for neoprint.

The "takin pic" game starts here! Muahahaha!!! =x

Cheryl multi-taskin. LOL. XD

Carene scandal "checkin" bonfurt de hp. Hehehehehehe.... =x

Joey & mi. She very cute rite? ^^

Kawaii nehs!!! Can anybody guess whose this? =x

Tats all the pics i haf luh. Wan more pics ask frm those who gone out wif mi lor. Haha. Jus now my dad called, then say channel newsasia got show abt shooting de. Then i watch. Our schl shooters r on thr luh!!! Keroppi(tty), yun rui, carene scandal, xiu hong all up thr. Lolx.
Anyways... Tats all for now luh. Bbye!! ^^v

2008-10-03T11:14:00.003+08:00

Halo all!!! Today de geog paper quite ok luh... But mayb will fail. =x but i did notes & memorise abit of things, so no regrets. Lolx. Anyways, on wed was Selamat Hari Raya. Then went to Mr Rahim hus. I was late, as usual. Lolx. Then kun da & ash & mi took LRT to Lot 1, meet up wif quekie & sean.
All of us bought a photo frame for him, then took a pic of it. Then went to his hus Ate & drank, super full. Lolx. Then we played around wif our cameras. Took a few funny de pic. LOL. Ltr then let u all see lor.. Then suddenly Mr Rahim tell mi abt his late wife.... Then saw him cry abit. I oso started to cry abit. >.<" Very sad luh...
Then we accompany him until like 5+ 6 then went home. Jun Jie zhu zhu sent mi bak home, cos he say very late le. Very sweet lor him. ;p But frm tat day, i learnt tat when ppl r alive, we must treat & cherish them, cos we dunno when they will not b by our side anymore...
Anyways, Pic time!!! xp dun wanna say anymore, f not ppl feedbak say i so naggy like ah ma.

Havin secret discussion... Shh...

Ahh!!! Quekie spot mi! =x

Mr Rahim, Mr Poon, Mr Soh & Ms Tham. Abit blurish... Psps.

A group pic. Mr Poon sooo cuteee!!!! xp

Mr Tty, our captain. Muahahaha!!! =x =x

Ms Cheryl lookin gloomy... =(

Jun Jie zhu zhu!!!!!! xp xp

The photo frame tat we gave to mr rahim. Nice? ^..^

Xiu Hong playin piano. She chio rite?

Ixac, Mi & xiu hong. ^^

Xiu Hong & mi.

Woah ixac posing. Lolx.

Careneeeeeeee!!!!!!!! =x =x Lolx.

So tats all luh. Others all in my friendster. Go see see k? Bbye!!! ^..^

2008-09-30T23:37:00.002+08:00

Halo all!!! Quite a long time nv post le.... U all shld noe y rite... EOY Exam!!! Omg omg omg omg... Lolx.
For my hist, im gonna fail it man... i onli did the 4 marks question for section B. pro rite? =.=" Then today shaun & jun jie zhu zhu suddenly call mi & say wanna come my hus. Ambush mi sial they all... >.< color="#ff6666">pratically 4get all the formulas la... Wats gotten into mi nowadays...
Then aft tat zhu zhu tell mi tat mr rahim tell us to go his hus tml for Hari Raya. I shocked la... Then i asked my dad (cos i noe my mum most probably wont lemme go) to lemme go, then he say yes!! WOHHOOO!! Lolx... ;p mayb i will take a few pics wif mr rahim they all lor... Zhu zhu say Mr Seet will b thr oso... Lolx. Must dress PROPERLY tml, zhu zhu tell mi. But im jus gonna b mi la, the more FORMAL mi though. =x
Anyways, everyone look forward to a few pics on my blog & friendster k? xp tats all i haf to say now luh... Bbye all!!! Oh wait wait... Over here i wanna wish Muslim de frend,
Selamat Hari Raya!!! ^^v

2008-09-25T21:00:00.002+08:00

Halo all!!! I noe i very long nv post le... Then some ppl kept askin mi to post. lolx. So here am i, posting a short post. xp Today's eng paper was quite ok luh, not realli as hard as wat we did in class. Then during paper 2 jes n nic they all keep makin mi laugh, makin the cher keep lookin at mi. =.="
Actually i did not study for my eng de lor... Cos for mi is either u noe or u dont. xp Jus rmb the format for all the things then ok le. Then haf to start muggin for HISTORY!!!! OMG.... Hist is wat i haf the least confidence on. Cos i hate memorising, n i cant.
Then few days ago went to check my eyesight if got increase alot nots. Then jus increase by 25 each, so decide aft exam then change cos aft exam sure increase de lor... Then i saw this uber cool specs!!! Omg omg... Similar to my current one, but the side quite diff. So cool luh tat 1.... Mayb go buy tat 1 aft exam, if its still thr. >.<"
Anyways.. Tats all for now luh. Nid to start muggin abit for exams liao. Oh n btw everyone,
Jia You for ur exams!!! ^^v

2008-09-15T21:20:00.002+08:00

Halo all!!! So long nv post le.... Cos EOY comin ma, then i nid to study. Cant afford to get Cs for my four main subs u noe... Mayb even for my other subs. So study study... then nv use com for so long lerx. Lolx.
Anyways, today quite tiring luh. Went to schl, raining, then got my bks fmr locker. i still cant find my maths 1,2 & notebk. In the end, Desi found it the the top of the locker... Wth.. =.=" Then kanna scolded by our maths cher, fk la. Everytime scold scold scold. Nv teach. Still say us.
Then poh ching mei & I tok tok tok luh. Oso tok to felicia they all. Frm all those conversation rite, i find some gals in our class is so fking sly & cunning sial. I wonder if they haf a fox tail nots. Hypocrite oso.... Tok to other gals but behind their bak, still say they ugly or wat. They tink they so chio meh, alot ppl jio so wat sial.
Argh... Si bei angry now... Anyways, tats all for now luh. Gtg luhs. Bbye!!! ^^

2008-09-09T22:30:00.003+08:00

Yo everyboddddyy!!! XD XD today si bei tired luh... The earlier i slp, the more tired i am. I was like, wth? i slp quite earli yesterday sial. Anyways, in shcl i was laughing like siao luhs, the bois keep makin mi laugh.. but im not like regine, who got the gigolo disease. LOL!! ;x
In the morn at parade square, ting yew (SCANDAL) keep saying mi scandal scandal. Like he dun haf b4. =x Then quekie pass mi the psp de memory stick. YAY!! MY DJ MAX!!! XD Then someone tell mi tat mayb chinese drum gonna be gone soon... I was like, WAT?! If tats realli the case, i will die sial...... Although its tiring, but its quite satisfying la.. Gettin to perform & all tat.
After tat, went to canteen then saw shi yun. She oso got scandal wif someone. So funny luh... MUAHAHAHAHA!!! ;x Then went home, first thing, PSP!!! Then use quekie de memory card, CANT SWITCH ON!!!! NOO!! >.< Then fell aslp while watching tv, 8 the wake up. Lolx.. Qucikly went to shower la, dun wan more pimples on my face, chest or bak. =.="
Anyways.... Tats all for now luh. Bbye!! XD

2008-09-04T20:16:00.004+08:00

Halo all!!! So long nv post le, cos my family havin funeral... rmb i said tat a distant relative of mine went to hospital as she was sick? The bad thing is tat she did not heal, but passed away...
The funeral was held for 3 & a half days, & it was damn tiring. The first day my relatives in msia came to sg & we all started folding paper. As nite comes, more ppl came & we continued folding the paper. I folded until 4+am in the morn & then went bak home to slp. The 2nd day i woke up at 1+ & laid on the bed until 3+. Lolx. Then went down, continue folding. Fold until not more than a few mins then i sms-ed jing xuan & ruch. Then less than 30 mins jing xuan came & help mi wif the folding. She say she went to play bball wif ruch they all, then ruch cant come cos his mum want him bak home. Then she help mi fold until like 10 & i folded until 2+ then i cant take it le, so went bak to slp until 7+am & then went to schl for maths remedial & shooting.
After shooting for a while, i dun wanna shoot le cos too tired. Then at 11+ 12 quickly rush bak home for the funeral as my relative de corpse gonna be cremated. Went to the cremation centre, & then my parents cried as we see the body being cremated. First time see them cry, felt terrible... Very bitter. T.T
Today suppose to go wif my parents to collect the ash & throw it into the sea, but i was too tired then nv wake up. But my relative filmed it & then i watched. Quite sad luh, cos one of the relative begged her b4 not to bury her in the sea when she die, but she insisted, so we had no choice. Then after tat my dad went bak to msia to work. So tired luh, this 3 & a half days, but at least we sent her off nicely...
Anyways, tats all for this wk luh... nth else to say luh.. Bbye....

2008-08-31T22:14:00.002+08:00

Halo all!!! My IE finally ok ler(mayb for time being =.=")... Haha... Anyways, today was quite a tired day for my family... In the morning i woke up when my maid was like callin my sis-in-law & all tat to go to my old relative(dunno wat to call her in eng. =.=") de rm. Then its like, thr was shit on her body, the bed & even on the cupboard. I was wondering lor... Then my bros, sis-in-law were hesitating wether to bring her to hospital, cos its like, my sis-in-law tink tat shes jus attracting attention in a way for some reasons (too lazy to type out luh... =x), but she isn't drinkin the medicine.
Then in the end, my bro still called for ambulance. Then the paramedics came in, & made a small check-up on her. They told us tat shes havin a fever, but we din't noe at all, cos normally if she felt sick or wat she would complain to us, but not this time. Then the paramedics brought her to hospital, accomapnied by my maid. My bro went ltr. Then when my parents came bak fmr genting, they straight away went to see her. My sis-in-law jus called my bro then he say shes in a coma now, critical situation. I was shock la, cos b4 she go hospital, she can even move lor. Then my sis-in-law say her client (cos she working as an insurance agent) tat old ppl who go N*H (a hospital, cant say the name, if not get into trouble) very seldom can make it out of thr, cos the hospital wanna, u noe, make $$ nia. U all believe nots?
Anyways, after she went hospital tat time, my pri schlmate called then came my hus cos hes jus livin downstairs & his com spoiled. Lolx.... Werid rite? A schlmate jus livin below u. XD He came & played com until like 7, then went bak to eat. At round 8 then came again. Played audi wif him until like 10 then went bak, cos he jus livin downstairs nia ma. Haha...
Tats all for now luh... Jus hope tat my old relative will wake up soon... Very scared... >.<...

2008-08-29T19:38:00.002+08:00

Halo all!!! Quite a few things happened few days ago luh.. On wed when training rum, kenneth was our coach then he accidently hit my hand cos he forget tat i will b beating his drum. Uber pain luh!!! Walao.. Until now still swollen sial.. Got like a bump like tat... >.< Then got bak my result slip yest, im UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED WIF MYSELF. I failed my chinese... Oh hell... Summore is by 1.1 marks tat i failed sia.... Sobz.. T.T
Then today went to schl to perform for drum. Quite untidy when we performing luh, but its ok. XD But we dint get to shake his hands!!!!! >.< Haix..... I wanna shake hand & take photo wif him de sial.... T.T But nvm, at least i performed for the President. xp
After tat, wait for ting yew so tat can go grps to visit cher. But then waited for him for like 30 mins. LOLX. Then in the end, 1.15pm then can go. Then i went home first, but fell aslp. In the end i woke up at 1.15. XD Then blur blur a while, then go cahnge into shooting tee then went down alone. Sad sial.... So alone. Lolx. Then went around shaking hands wif cher. Saw yanty & a few others. So happy luh.. & missed the days when i was in grps, the days when i cried cos cher solded mi, the days when i was uber happy as i was praised by cher............
Anyways, Tats all for now luh. End the post here. XD Bbye!! ^^

2008-08-26T19:38:00.004+08:00

Halo all!! My posts r gettin shorter & shorter everyday.... XD
Anyways, today is a normal day luh, except for ORAL! >.< After schl, Desi, Ehlisha, Michelle, mi & some others tot can put our bags in the hall first then go eat, but in the end we kanna oral first. =.=" Then when iw as reading halfway, my class all come liao, then liek look at mi (or my paper... I dunno ;x) luh, i was uber nervous la. Then when its my turn, i went to the cher n jus tok tok tok. Then in conversation, i was stunned la, cos i dunno how to ans the cher de question! x.x
Then over le, went home wif nerissa. But when i got home, then i rmb today got shooting meeting. GREAT.... Dint go. They haf the palm print thingy & briefing, frm wat i've heard frm some seniors. Haix... Then sms Jun Jie piggie, watch tv, now posting. XD
Anyways, nth to post le. Bbye!! XD XD
Finally. we r bak to how we once were. Thx lots... for those who haf helped... ^.^

2008-08-24T21:06:00.003+08:00

Halo all!!! Yest went to my bro's gf de father de ktv, then nv sing at first when i went thr, cos i dunno any of my bro's gf de frends. But then in the end, got sing abit luh. Then was thr until like 3am then went home, reeking of smoke smell. =.=" Ppl still smoke lor, when the ktv doesn't allow ppl to smoke. Today shower le my hair still reek abit of smoke sial... Sianz... =.=
Anyways, this wk's gonna b a busy wk lorx... Everyday haf to stay bak until very late cos haf to train my shooting & chinese drum. So here's the schedule:
Mon: Calligraphy, shooting
Tues: Oral, shooting
Wed: Chinese drum rehearsal/ practice
Thurs: If no chinese drum rehearsal, then rest!! XD XD
Fri: PERFORMANCE!!!!!!! >.<"
Well, tats all luh... Hope tat this wk dun haf alot of hmk & my perfomance to go well... Lolx. Gotta go see the closing ceremony of the olympic le!! Bbye!! ^^
I realli hope tat our relationship can be bak as b4.... Can we? I realli wan us to be bestie again, & not stangers forever.....

2008-08-23T11:58:00.008+08:00

Halo all!!! Yest wanna post de, but too tired. >.< Yest, the rumor continues as usual luhs.... Then in canteen, my whole class sit together, then when they saw shaun, they 'cheered' >.< then shaun was ofc...angry la.. Then i went up to class & cried lor... Very wat lei they all. Honestly, i dun mind they 'cheering' in class luh, but in canteen, wth? But at least Jia Jie, Desi, Jun Long they all apologized la.... But wat am i to do sial... My relationship wif shaun alreadi like very stiff le, they still add up to it. I dunno wat to say luhs.......
Then after schl, jeswyn, desi & mi was at the canteen. Then i bcome like siao zha bo.. Cos i cant cry out my feelings anymore.. Anyways, then went for chinese drum. Then mdm tang told us next fri, the Be urself day-cum-teachers' Day, the president comin then we nid to perform. So i was like, omg!!! Gotta train man... But the coach was late.. Lolx. No choice luhs, jus haf to train harder. Then our eardrum like gonna burst luh, cos some ppl beat so freakin loud. Thr was a part we trained very hard, but cant seem to rmb. >.< style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);">so calm la.. Dun look like shes nervous at all lor. Hahax. Then Mr Siva & Mr singh ask mi to help them prepare cos they wanna shoot. So they shoot a while, then went off le.
Then it was raining... So xiu hong, jun jie, li mei n I walked to the bus stop in the rain. Then li mei got umbrella, so share wif jj. But in the end, JJ keep sneezing. LOL. Then we joke wif him, say he nv kanna rain oso sick sial. XD Then i name him pig, cos he keep rubbing his nose. ;D
Reached home, quickly shower, eat then fall aslp le. >.<
i'm so sry for wat happened yest.. I realli dunno wat to say. & when i was crying, i was waiting for the promise u've made wif mi last time. But u dint even noe i cried... Is all the promise u've made wif mi.. Fake? & now i'm crazy for u... even myself dun even noe y... Can we pls go bak to how we were last time?

2008-08-21T21:27:00.002+08:00

Halo all!!! Today was quite a i-dunno-how-to-describe-day. Lolx.... Went to schl, then the hrony gang members was like, SHAUN SHAUN SHAUN!! Then i was like, oh hell... Thr it goes again.
Then chinese class mdm tang nv come, so Ms Karen came. Then got break, Nic & I was daring each other to go up to the 4th floor. =.=" Great... I went up, then i was like, ok, jus run past. Then i realli did, as i saw mdm lee. Bu then, Mrs Yip came out, so i was like, fk!! Runnn!!!! Lolx... Then i saw nic went down le, pang seh mi. =x
Then oso no assembly, so in class. Then the horny gang members bcame 'cheer motivators' & cre8 a cheer for the rumors they've made.
They say 'Shaun like...' then the whole class will say 'xin yi!' Then 'xin yi like...' 'Shaun!!' it goes on for almost the whole assembly. GREAT! =.=" I dun tink the rumor's gonna end so soon. >.< But if the horny gang members dun realli rmb it next wk rite, then end le lor. MUAHAHAHA!! So must b calm n dun remind them of anything so tat the rumor will end. XD
Anyways, tats all i wanna say luh. End the post here. Bbye!!!!!! XD XD
dunno wat to say now... Realli cant seem to 4get u, but i haf to. Lets end it here ba... But can we b the way we r last time? I dun wanna like, b strangers to one another... >.<

2008-08-20T21:38:00.002+08:00

Halo all!!! Today was quite a chaotic day.... Cos of yest de thing, one of the horny gang de members go n shout to my class ,"EVERYONE!!! XIN YI LIKE...." Then the rest of the members say "SHAUN!!!" Then i was like, oh great.... Tat rumor's gonna be 'far & wide' now. =.=
Then went shooting today.... Zul came & everyone was so siao cos he keep makin us laugh. Then shot. Improvin. Then Mr Rahim say the 6 LP-2s gonna come at round next wk, or else next term. ONE OF THEM'S MINE!!!!!!! ;x Then Mr singh came & use rifle to shoot. Then zul & Rian was makin fun of him. LOL! XD
Then Jun Jie keep disturbing mi wif tat rumor.... =.= Even after we at diff road, we still shout to each other. Then ppl were lookin at us like we siao de like tat. LOL. Now i abit no voice liao... >.< After tat, came home & showered & all tat. Sms-ed jj, jus in case he do smth bad. XD sms sms until he kanna scolded by his mum. =x
And i'm now posting here, for all of u to see. Haha... ;) Gonna end the post here. Bye! ^^
I tried to 4get u, but i cant. I'm losing slp & i jus wanna b wif u, but u dun haf feelings for mi, do u? I'm realli feeling miserable rite now, pls get mi out of this situation!! I've hinted u mani times, but u did not get it, or mayb, act blur. Some ppl tell mi to tell u straight in the face, but i cant. I can't say it out in font of u, cos when i see u, i tink of ur crush....
We were gettin along like as i we r steading, & it made mi more unable to 4get u. Yest i told u to look at these ant-like words, cos u wanna noe y am i emo nowadays, but u did not noe tat, the one im writing to is U. I... I dunno wat to say, but i got 3 words tat i wanna tell u long ago, and tat is, I LOVE U.

2008-08-19T22:13:00.003+08:00

Halo all!!! Hows life? Lol... Sound like very long nv post le. XD Findin ways to start a post, but dunno how. XD Anyways, today our class was quite... u noe, not funny. ;x Normally the bois will get horny & sian & then do all types of things... =.=" But today the class was quite quiet (to mi during some lessons) & today Mr singh came our class today again... Ofc not for anything gd. =x
Our form cher caught Ruch copying sci hmk, then tell him to gif cher but he dun wan or smth liek tat, then she call mr singh. Its like she quite hot tempered this days... wondered wat happened.
Then mr singh came n tok tok tok, tellin us to surrender our hps. Then i was like calling desi to surrender, but she dun wan. Then in the end, she nv surrender oso nth happened. Then tat irritating dion go say i wat wat wat then sabo mi. Pro rite? Tink he so innocent. =.="
Then after schl, saw hh & si min at the bus stop. Tok to her a while, then saw shaun. Pei him go LRT station, then unlucky saw the 'horny gang' de members. Lolx. =x Then k***i(guess who it is) was saying, 'oh, the couple!' Die liao lor Then a few were like, 'eh xin yi, ur stead ar?' Then i was like, AAHHH!!! I wondered if i screamed too loud. Then they were shouting ,' couple! couple!' behind us. GREAT... They're gonna spread rumors around...>"<
Anyways, tats all i got to say luh. Gtg. Bbye!!
Lets stick to how we r now, since i dun stand a chance.

2008-08-18T21:03:00.005+08:00

Halo all!!! Today first thing when i wake up i feel my leg & hands so pain... Then my mum say is cos my slping position not very well, everytime my hand will put under pillow or i sleep sideways. Lolx... Then went schl. Then as usual, elisha made Desi, mi n a few other ppl laugh until siao. Then my leg no strength. XD
Then went for the calligraphy thingy. Kept playin wif nic, shuan, noel they all. Then they plan to ponten, i oso. But when they go out, cher thr. Then i was like, woah lucky i havent go out sial... =x Then kim played wif her lao gong de deodorant. Siao siao de they all... Lolx. Then i ask shuan he vball until wat time, then he say until 7. Then i was shocked sial... until 7. Shooting oso not so ke lian lor. c[: Then i say i would go off earlier than him, then he like gal like tat, ask mi wait for him. Haha...
After schl, went for the mental skills training(MST) course. Then Mr Poon tok until so cute. Lolx. Tok tok tok.... Until 5. Then went shooting. Go shoot abit. Then FINALLY!! MY SHOTS ALL IN THE BLACK ZONE!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA!! XD XD Then Mr Rahim say would gif mi one of the LP 2 when it arrives. YESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!! Lolx. Im gonna get ti no matter wat man!! ;D
Then went greenridge to buy plaster cos i everytime put alot in my wallet. XD Then i was wondering to buy 1 packet(20 strips) of transparent de & 1 is elastic(cloth) de, or buy 100 strips of elsatic de. In the end, bought the 2 packets. $3.20. Come to think of it, buy the 100 strips de more worth lor!! >.<
Eh, y am i tokin abt plasters here... Lolx. Anyways, tats all for now luh. Gtg. Bbye!!
I like u, or rather love. but do u haf feelings for mi? I confessed to u indirectly, but i wonder if u got the message. N even if u do, would u ask for stead wif mi, or cont jio-ing the gal u like & leave mi alone? This is the first time i confessed to a guy, & I'm wondering if i've done the rite thing... I'm realli scared tat u would leave mi alone.......

2008-08-16T16:09:00.019+08:00

Halo all!! Walao.... My IE got prob in posting luh... Must edit HTML to type cos if i use compose, the text will all gone.. Fk. IE dunno wat happened nowadays.. Wanna use Mozilla but scared like last time, the posts anyhow go haywire.
Anyways, yesterday so tired luhs... Went for 24 drums. Kenneth then came & torture us wif his PT... =.= sobz. Then beat the tables, cos got prelim, then cant beat the drums. Sianz... Lolx. Then during break, ruch, Jun Long & i started playing bball. Then when i was looking at them play, ruch did hsi horny bball move & hit my thumb when i put it on the door. Sibei pain sial! Now is like i drew it wif a red pen, but its not luh.. Diaoz... Then Nerissa pei mi to water cooler to wash it. When we went ak, they say got blackout. Dun ask mi, cos i oso dunno. =.=
Then after chinese drum, went to shooting to look look. Then saw bon, sebas, zul & ixac gaying outside the range. LOL! Then bon say my face much better le. So happy!!! Muahahaha!! XD Then nic ng came down & asked mi n xiu hong if we saw li mei. We say dun haf, then he say cos she missing since 12+, then some ppl say she go out wif a guy, wifout her bag. Then after shooting, we went up to take her bag n went down to canteen to wait if she got come bak nots. Then after a while, tat guy came & took her bag, n he say they were at the police station, being witnesses for a vandalism case.
Then we were like, wth? witnesses? Then after a while we went bak luh, but its like we were wondering being witnesses so long meh? 12+ until 6+. Then its like li mei isnt the kind of ppl who dun take her bag wif her when she go out of schl. Very worried for her lei... but must wait until mon then can noe...
Tats all for now luh... Gotta go shower & go facial at bpp, cos 3 or 4 wks nv go they call us. Then got alot of pimples come out le la... >.<
I fell for u, but heard tat u like other ppl... So wat can I do? Shld i gif u up, or jus stay the way it is? I'm in a dilemma now....

2008-08-09T14:49:00.003+08:00

Halo all!! Yesterday performed chinese drum for the first time. So nervous sial.. Lolx. Then when performing my hair was like, all over my face. Bet tat the pic come out sure not nice de lor.... Sianz...
Then went to the Connect S'pore. Went to the stadium at 10+, then they say we will go out n hold hands at 12!! So long sial.... Then the volunters tell us cheer we dun wan. Lolx. Then for the 2 hrs, i took pics wif whoevea i see & tink of. Haha... Then went home, took a pic of the baby hamster slping. Very cute lor.. Haha. Anyways, heres the pics.

Isabelle & mi. When takin pic some ppl say she ACBC. Lolx.. Very bad lor they all.

Mrs Yip!! umbrella & shirt so red... Lolx. =x

Seri, Desi & mi. Seri very cute rite? Desi de hairdo oso very nice. Haha.. ^^

Mdm lee & mi. Chio bu lor her. Lolx... XD

The 3 lollipop guys. LOL. ;x

Agnes lao po & mi. Fishball lao po!!!!! Lolx.

Poh Ching mei & mi. Chio lor her..

Shuan(A.K.A loser) & mi. Very funny luh him. Lolx.

JJ & mi. He wan smile dun wan smile like tat, super funny luh! XD XD

Tats all for now luh. Still got a few more pics at my friendster. Go n see see ba! Haha... I shall end here. Bbye!! ^^

2008-08-04T22:35:00.003+08:00

Halo all!!! Lolx... Today was the day when 5 new hamsters were born!!! XD XD But abt 3 wks ago, the hamster gave birth to 2 hamsters liao!! Im wondering how she gave birth to another 5, cos after the 2 hamsters, my mum n i separated the mother n baby hamsters frm another 2 male hamsters. So we were wondering, hoe did the mother hamster gif birth to another 5?
Its like, after 3 wks nia lei. No wonder when the baby hamsters wanna drink milk the mother go n bite them, cos she wanna gif birth liao. So wat sial, imagine tat. Anyways, i took pics of the hamster when it grew hair. Lolx. The other 5 jus came out, so no hair yet. Like worm like tat, red red de. Then their eyes r closed. We cant take or take pic of them cos my mum say if we take them up n see, cos we got smell then the mother wont wan them liaox. Then we put them in a hus inside the cage, so cant get pics.
Then yest my cousin come n see the baby hamsters n we took pics of them. One is black n white the other one is white. Lolx. When they grow older, my cousin gonna take them bak & take care of them lerx... T.T

Cute rite? Lolx. The duo. I name them after my cousih. The black one is kenn then the white one is ryo. MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!! XD XD

The white one. This one poor thing, want to drink milk frm mother but then the mother bite him, then his leg & tat part. >.<>

Ahh, this is the chubbier & cuter one. XD Soooo cute rite? Sooo chubby lorx... Haha.

Tats all for now luh... Gtg lerx. Mother scold liaox. Lolx. XD XD Bbye!!!!! =D

2008-08-01T21:20:00.003+08:00

Halo all... today is my most pissed off day ever. During sci, class was very noisy then cher made us like... stay bak for a while. Then very hot ma, so i jus change into my pe in class. Halfway rite, some idiotic classmate of mine, go n pull my pants. Pro rite. Cb la... How can she do tat larh. Summore my whole class inside summore... sitting behind mi all mostly bois sial.
Then nvm, after tat rite, she nv apologise. She jus walk off. Then after a while, she called mi n then showed mi a dance. then i was like, wtf? Is she tryin to 'apologise' in tat way? Im not gonna accept tat ok?
Then after schl, sumone toked to her then she apologise to mi. But, she told somebody else tat she pulled off my pants, like its an honour like tat. Fk la. Then they all was like, ' woah xin yi, exposed sial!' Im damn pissed off now luhs.
Some of u may say, 'eh xin yi, y so petty? she say sry liao rite?' then lemme ask u all, wat if ur pants was pulled down in front of bois? Shiok ar?
Well, tat ends today's post. Im in a totally bad mood now. bbye.

U tink im wat? im not gonna 4give u so easily ok. Wat u mean by apologizing n telling other ppl u pull down my pants? If ur not sincere, then seriously, DUN APOLOGISE. I had enuff of u alreadi, so stop acting innocent n telling ppl tat i refuse to 4give u. Seriously, I had enuff of u n some other ppl. Some of u changed so much until i dun even noe who r u anymore. Jus wat happened to u guys huh?

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